myy liife

2005-12-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

long time no post sia . suddenly decided ta post . ><>yhope's espirit de corps . church camp larhs . vehvehveh fun . those who didnt go , all i can say is , WASTED ! JUMP concert was grreaatt . GOD really spoke ta me during altar call . :))

NE is having mcg this wed ! 12pm at a condo's function rm . its called , THE PARTY . if u're reading this , and u can make it , PLEASE CALL ME ! we're also having 2 special christmas service this sat 17dec and da following sat 24dec . MUST COME KAE ?

seriously , if no one tags my board aft this post i think i'll probably nvr post again .

2005-11-09T09:40:00.000+08:00

i just got back frm wonderful switerland and paris on monday. now here i am sitting in my room facing my laptop early in da morning. supposed to go my godma hse todae but my ma apprently refuses to get up frm bed and go to work. so i have to wait till prissy finishes her changing which will probably take another centuary. or else no ones walking out with me. uhuh. i arent walking out myself thank you very much.

finally my ma allowed me to buy a swiss knife. and i did a very stupid thing on the second day of my switzerland and paris trip. i got back to the hotel, bathed, sat down on the bed and looked happily at my first swiss knife. den i was thinking, wad if the knife isnt sharp? lidat i will get conned right? so i opened it up, and did a test on my own frigging hand. smart eh? result, blood started flowing out like the ocean/river thing i saw. ok maybe im being abit kua zhang but. err. blood kept flowing for like 30mins or smth. den in da end i gave up trying to stop the blood and wen i woke up the next morning, my wrist was all bloody. grr. the tour leader, darren, started commenting on how smart i was. "..."

met a few. err. interesting people on the tour. the adults were nice people. charmaine, this cute 7yr old ger, was abit noisy. ok. very noisy. and her sentence can be," you know right i saw this little dog on the street so cute den i wan reminds me of the teacher i have in singapore i hare her so much... " blahblah. i made dat up by the way. kant understand wads she saying anw. she talks non stop and without any punctuation. melvin was this kinda farnie boy. another one who liked to make noise and lauff non stop abt some lame joke. marcus is this damn quiet guy who doesnt usually talk alot. except to his parents and aunt who were with him. there was this other guy, i dunno his name. nth much to comment much.

i love switzerland to bits larh. im gonna move there wen i grow up and have a house on the mountains. then im gonna milk my cows who will live at the barn behind my house. wahhahhaa. paris is not bad larh. loads of olden buildings. but their fashion, WOOH. damn good larh. no wonder they were proclaimed the "city of leading fashion" or whatsoever. but its VEH VEH expensive. as in. i kant afford. oh wait. i CAN afford them, if i want my ma to deduct my allowance and put me on installment for like the next 50yrs of my life. wahahah.

my kor bought jielun and yanzi's new album. wahhaha. jielun's album is great. as usual. yanzi's one i havent listen yet. having sleepover at ger's hse todae with angela. before that im going ta parkway with pris for awhile. dunnoe wad im gonna do dere. den mayb tml go shir's hse hangout for a while. dat is. if my poor best fwen is even allowed out of the hse on account she was grounded fer a centuary by her parents. and now she's whining to me dat she kant see lance. BAH. weirdd person.

wonder why priscilla woo ming li hasen't called me yet. im going next door to bang her door down. wish me luck.

2005-10-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

wahlao. some people act smart larhs. think so big lidat. wanna scold vulgar izzit? go learn ur elementary stage first larh. only noe f*** jiu wan fight. ASSHOLE.

my poor darling best fwen is sickk. and currently cooped up at hm. and her laogong's nort doing much. im gonna KILL HIM. stupidd lance. hear me shir? lance is an asshole! yesshh. think shir's gonna slaughter me aft this. oh well.

gonna go Switzerland this sat. i just found out. my tourgrp got like 2 gers 2 guys. plus me larh. and the other ger is like 7 larh. wadd a NICE companion. da 2 guys one p6 one sectwo. argh. i have a feeling this is gonna be a LOOONNNNGG journey.

oh yeesshh. just realised i havent finish my renfu banner yet. concert's comingg. ARGHHH. helpppp me.

2005-10-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

ok. im so gonna kill myself. guess wadd.
in da morning i went fer this SNYO meeting larhs. actually is SNYTO. anws. i reached like one of da earliest cosh my ma dragged me into da car screaming we were gonna be late at practically 8.45am. so we reached at like 9.10am, while da meeting was 9.30. grr. den she threw me inside this room ALONE with this guy who was just sitting dere doing nth. da guy was practically glaring at me. like as if i broke his peace and quiet. please! im not THAT noisy. nobody to talk to anw wadd.

da guy who was this PRO in da cello got in too. he was da one who went ta da audition place like 2hrs before his turnn. his fwen was abit of a goon. we were supposed ta fill in this record form, den need parents occupation and contact number. den we were all writing den suddenly his fwen exclaimed "AH! i dunnoe wads my dad's occupationn." den mr cello guy went, call him larh. so mr weirdo called his dad. den few mins later aft he put down, he exclaimed again, "AH! forget to ask him wads his contact number." den he picked up his hp and called again. mr cello guy went, omg, u really are damn useless. den his fwen just went, hehehh. weirrdd people.

anws. da important part is. IF I GO FOR DA SNYTO I KANOT GO FOR CHURCH. hello? both things are like damn important to me. i asked siewluan, aka my shephard, and she say have ta make decision lorh. hais. how ta makee?! maybe straight aft i make i will probably drop dead or smth. pray fer me please. thankyou.

aft church went ta tm to meet na and chhel. den saw jane marmie and some other dmn netball girls. we went cs take neos and guess who we saw dere? ANDY HO LIAN JIE. with like 2 or 3 girls. shesshh. and somemore gort one abit act chio buay chio der. na says shes damn lian type. eew. i see her abit buay song. dunch judge a book by its cover. arghh. dunnoe wad im typing. and guess wadd time it was? 4.45pm. which means.. HES NORT IN CHURCH. btw, he goes to da same church as me, only diff service. hes actually poning church to go out with HER. aargh. can he like have better taste?? bahh. na agrees he abit change since primary. kept nodding headd, now it feels abit loose. arghh. we took like 20 neos. spent 1 and 1/2 hr dere. muahh.

going tm againn on mon with na chhel and maybe shir. gonna make contacts. muahhaha.

2005-10-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

ok. i swearr i am NEVER goingg ta touchh alchohol everr againn. this was how our chalet began.

me and shir reached downtown like ard 1.30. went ta archade and watched shir play para like hundred times. bren jane vien and kel came. went macs ta eat. we watched a nice and *ahem* romantic movie played by brenda chong and kelvin ng. hhas. den rach diana and qiu yun FINALLY came. rach was wearing this VERY VERY revealing clothes. actually kant be called clothes. should be called a CLOTH wrapped ard her body. checked in. bren dey all go meet chng yong and dunnoe who. yong quan and lance oso just reach. stayed in da chalet fer like 3secs and went ta archade againn. watched shir and rach play para fer like a thousand times. den kant rmb wadd we do ler.

ate instant noodles at like 8.30pm. den went ta buy beer. i think in total we bought like 5mudshakes, 5 royal stouts and dunnoe how many others. overall ard like 20 bottles. yongquan got drunk and tried ta havee sex with rach and shir. hah. rach obviously didnt mindd. cosh he's her stead and everythingg. but shir was like, buzz off. my body nort fer u ta touch de. hah. eric or wadever his name was came. quite gothtic larh. diana seems ta like him alot. at least enuff ta share a bed with him. yongquan and da so called mr yoyo went ta smoke like a hundred honkis first before dey came back. den eric dunno disappear whr le.

so we tried going ta da beach. shir and me kiasee dunch dare go. hah. veh dark lorhs. shir was practically clinging on to lance. so we walked back and tried tried ta sleep. fought over da beds fer like 1hr. den diana dissapeared coz she was so called angry dat she had ta sleep on da floor againn. she didnt come back fer like 1hr. so obviously i got worried and go look fer her. in da end found her tryingg ta poison herself by eating like 20 panadols. lucky i reached wen she reached 2 only. she threw a 3rd one in her bottle of water and tried ta drink. grabbed da bottle frm her aft fighting fer dunnoe how longg. now my hands like permantly damaged coz of her. she chao violent lorhs.

aft dat i dragged her back to da chalet. managed ta pull yongquan out of bed and away from rachel. dunnoe wad 2 of dem doingg. hug dao chao close den cover blanket. got alot of sound coming out from dem. yongquan managed ta calm diana down with da help of mr yoyo. den she ran out of da room with me qiu yun yongquan and yoyo chasing aft her. tried ta jump down frm second floor. yongquan chao scary. he was like, ni gei wo xia lai hor. *******. whoot.

aft dragging her back ta chalet she totally refused ta sleep. so we had ta go cheers buy her ice cream, mints blah. den she FINALLY managed ta lie down. yongquan and yoyo got abit fed up and went and smoked a hundred sticks againn. aft like 5secs of silence diana recharge again. refused ta let poor yoyo sleep and made him play with her. like wadever larh.

ohyah. btw. wen i came into da room aft cheers, i saw SHIR and LANCE sleeping on a bed. hugging like dunnoe wad. woohoo. NICE. hahh.

den at like 5am we woke up and tried going ta beach again. yongquan kept saying his lj was hurting like mad. den we all were like, rach oversteam u le larh. veh funny lorhs. didnt manage to go beach again. went cheers and bought more beer. this time yongquan was REALLY drunk. it was like. rach shir me were sitting on a bed in this arrangment. den he sat next ta rach and asked her very pervertly if can have sex. den she got up and walk away. den he came ta shir. den shir oso walk. den he came ta me. i glarred and got up oso. hes a DAMN PERVERTIC SICKO.

den we fell asleep again. managed ta push lance off da bed and slept with shir this time. ohyah. forgot ta sae. got like dunnoe how many people complain us. da management came ta tell us if we didnt quiet down dey would chase us away. started arguing with dem. we were like, we pay money lorh. den ******************** again. diaow.

dey kept saying da same words, knnbcbb over and over. now hear dao sian ler. ohyah. saw a shuai shuai shuai ge at cheers. wearing black. wakaka. STOP DA FREAKING VULGARITIES CAN??? kant u all realise you are actually sinning against God lidat? grr. i HAVE ta stop. i just HAVE to. kanot continue lidat.

anws. wen i reached hm i was like veh veh tired. so i just bathed, and slept fer like 6hrs or smth.

quite fun larh. (:

2005-10-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

didnt post last week cosh i wasnt at homee. FUN on tues. met shir at cp. den we go do our "spottingg". hhah. anws. todae was SPORTS CARNIVAL! yay. veh fun but extremly very very tiring. like imagine playingg hockey frm 8am-2pm. actually its called floorball. but hockey sounds nicer. and da rules are like roughly da samee. argh.

onetruth got second place. wisdom gort first! yay. hah. we were cheering our lungs out lah. and particulary SOMEONE whacked my leg fer no reason. and now its hurtingg. my whole body actually. hello? does my leg look like a ball to u? pleasee larh.

SOME people oso. unfair jiu dunch come butt into our game larh. its between US lorh. nobody ask u come kaypoh. sportsmanship can!nevermindd. shall keep quiet and dunch waste my precious time on people like them. act kewl buay kewl der. wad da heckk.

tml gort chalet. oh yay. some stress relivingg thing to do.

2005-10-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

todae was funn. went town with pris first. den we go see da jue dui zhu chi ren. veh funny lorhh. den go cut hairr. grr. dat guy must have heard me wrongg or smth. cut until damn shortt. but ok larh. walkingg out of far east dat time we saw like 5 maxicabs outside da hotel. he jun xiang and xu wei lun comingg SG todae. so pris tot junxiang dere. she drag me with her go chase. make me almost late fer da concert. i watched PETER PAN with angela!

it is SO nort a childish show lorh. people who think dat are like nthh but IMATURE. damn classic larh. angela gort a new boyfriendd. hah. RYUTARO sia. cutee lorhh.=X i stiu prefer michael thoughh. so angelala kant snatch mike away. muahh.

bought SHIRLEEN HENG's bdae present todae. hah. so since she is like my best fwen since. err. p1? her whole present cost like $70. so im officially quite broke. i spent dunnoe how many mths savingg. oh well.

ok. this is really pissingg me off. those ppl who spamed shir's tagboardd. please lorh. lang oso kanot speak properly. wan come sae others. ma de. grr.

tml gort lit test. HELP.

2005-10-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

OH. finally. i can post. been dyingg ta post since dunnoe how longg. yhope's camp registrationn is starting! early bird admission is $85 lorhh. nort badd.

argh. now suddenly can post i dunnoe wadd ta post ler. ohyah. i passed my mep! like kanot believe it larhh. stiu have ta go fer remedial anws. some ppl think dat our class is nthh but LOUSY anw. so wadd if we nort as good as dem? doesnt mean we're da lousest wadd. in front of us sae like we veh good. behind us sae another thingg. HYPOCRITE.

grr. dunch caree le larhh. u wan think wadd let u think. doesnt affect us in any way.

2005-09-25T16:47:00.000+08:00

went living waters todae. aft like 1 month or smth. quite ok larh. todae got childrens' day celebrationn. da children choir so cute! got one little ger tie 2 ponytails den jump jump jump. so cuteee sia.

den went ta meet sean at ps. den go yamaha registerr fer course. den go there walkwalk. veh longg never go there le. like 5 years? yesshh. den he pei me go back to pasir ris. supposed go tm der. but ma reach whitesands fetch me so we didnt go. muahh.

arghh. dunnoe how ta do maths. wadd da heck is prime factor?? oh yessh. tml got mep test oso. arghhh!

im so boredd. ><

2005-09-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

wooot. had violin exam ytd. so scary lorh. examiner hates me i think. give me so little time fer sight readingg. grr. shant talk abt it.

next wk's wang zi bian qing wa is so damn nice! having mingdao feverr. muahhaa.

todae seniors step down fer exams. grr. stupidd yeu shinq. time me to see if can gt everyone to listenn. ass. stiu make me corr her your royal highness. grr. strings was kinda boringg. on account that mr chan let the violin1s slack totally todae. keep practicingg with cellos and violas. ohh well. we played "St Paul's Suite". it was kinda nice at the beginning. but keep playingg im getting kinda bored. hais.

oh yay. mep test coming up on mon. i failed my maths ct! argh. got 10/40. like WHY? i DID study ok. err. abit. yah. but. its better than not studyingg at all right?? another maths ct in week 4.

my ma's taking me out of school earlier. muah. like one week. cosh she wants ta bring me ta Paris. she asked form teacher. she said she was gonna write in letter. oh well. im going Taiwan in dec with pris! woot! we can have our annual "talktalk" and watch porn on tv againn. hhahas. disgusting. i noe. argh.

im having sore thoart. wonder why. todae during history mr tan brought da class to com lab. me and angela stayed in class and slept. we have reason k. shall not disclose details here. if u really wanna noe, find me. hha.

2005-09-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

muahh. wang zi bian qing wa is like so NICE ok. hha. went ta sku in bad mood. angelala was nice enuff ta cheer me up. darn funny larh. esp during geog. mooey and CAP! hah. chem was darn boringg. mr wong resigned or smthh. so we gort a new teacherr. some trainee i think. she quite nice larh. but abit boringg. =x failed chem test by 1/2 mark. grrr.

ahhh!! tml is my violinn exam!! grr. practiced like siao todae. arms are breakingg. nort going sku tml. ohyeah. wish me luck. >.<

2005-09-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

omg. like WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY LIFE?? its like rollar coaster larh. one moment happy. one moment sad. look wad happened in like da past 2 hrs.
-HE1 frenched with HER1 cosh of a game.
-SHE2 steaded with HIM2.
-SHE3 steads with HIM3.
-bestfwen is heartbroken cosh HIM1 likes HER4.
-SHE2 has probs and doesnt wan ta tell me, like we're strangers or smth. HELLO? we were BESTFWENS fer da past yrs rmb? oops sorry. EXbestfwens. grr.

wad is going on larh. and i think i just failed my maths ct AGAIN. oh look. da only thingg i have ta look forward to is: weekly sat church, going ta shir's hse like everyday wen my mom goes out of town. oh YAY.

yesyes. im goingg publicly admit. shirleen heng is a GOOOODDD best fwen. fer 8 yrs straight. (((:

2005-09-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

omg. wang zi bian qing wa is like so nice lorh! esp got mingdao sia. was like practically screaming and cryingg wen he came out. *sigh* so cute! wooots.

we dunch have strings on tues like fer 3 weeks lah. cosh sec 2,3 not coming. so only sec 1. stupid yeu shinq ask me keep dem quiet. like hello? think dey will listen to me? please lorh.

woohoo! wang zi bian qing wa start le. byeee.

2005-09-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

todae was nice. went ta macs with eeshan, karen n sarah lim. (: had violin lesson aft dat. argh. my practical exam's coming. next thursday. wish me luck. darn scared larh. grade 8 got 2 examiners somemore sia.yay! tml gort strings. wooots.

went ta da beach ytd. i was sitting at da rocks dere looking at da ocean. den suddenly gort high tide sia. scare me lorh. i tot got tsunami. so i ran away. =x but den i came back like 5mins later. den got this dog suddenly frm behind dash in front of me. down da rocks and INTO da water! i tot i was going ta commit sucide lorh. dogs DO get depression k? den da owner came up and was like, no lah, he's just swimming. i went, woahh, cute dog. den we talked fer like 45 mins and da dog (hes name's baby) was STILL swimming. faye, da owner, lives quite near me lorh. hhas. baby's so cute! i go take photo of him while he was swimming and he POSED fer me. darn cute lorhs. kant stand it.

hais. so boringg.

2005-09-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

woots. ytd was FUN sia.

rachel's bdae chalet. i went church first. den meet shir, bought rach a huge flower soft toy together. so cute lor! den we went ta downtown east. wen we were in cheers, we were like, hey! lets buy some more stuff fer rach. guess wad we bought? think horny. yup. we bought her a pac of 3 *ahem* condoms. woots. darn funny larhs. den we went archade look fer her. found rach, diana, jia qi, another rachel, mei sze, xue wei, nigel, terence, yong kuan, and nicholas. we wrapped da condom inside da flower btw. she opened da present wen we were in da chalet and TADA. it dropped out. damn funny. yong kuan go take one and open. he stiu ask wad flavour ah? please lor. flavour one veh ex lehs. den he go put water inside den blow use as balloon. funny sia.

den we went archade again. da drummer chao shuai lorh! play dao veh pro somemore sia. woots. den we went macs. me and shir go "flirt" with da counter guy. hahas. not flirt larhs. whr got so jian. we go talk ta him. he cute marhs. hahas. now u noe why me and shir best fwens since p1 horhs? she went ta get a ice cream. so i sae i wan share with her. so tell da salesguy i wan 2 spoons. so he smile smile den give me. den wen her ice cream come i was like, shir give me some. den she sae dowan. den i was like, best fwens must you fu tong xiang. den another girl walk past say, you nan tong dong! den i was like ya ya. see? den shir look at me den sae i dunch see u sharing ur boyfriends with me. den i went, WHICH ONE? counterguy was like, wah lao ehh.. u 2 ahhs.. darn funny larh!

den bren, jane, vien, weiting came. lance oso came. met us at macs. watched rach and diana fight. so funny. fight frm macs till food court dere. den andy came. cosh diana pass her hp to shir, shir pass to me. so we go hide. den i passed ta lance ask him keep. den diana looking fer her hp. so he was like, err. im innocent. den i quickly take frm him den walk away. just nice andy walk up and sae hi ta me. so i jiu pass ta him lorhs. in da end diana kanot find. so she look at andy ask him, got take ma? den andy give her his innocent face sae i dunno! i just come lehh. so funny.

den blah blah. we go play. den dinner time. barbacue. i keep feeding diana food. in da end end up i feed diana, xue wei, rachel, yong kuan, andy, blah blah. funny. den cut cake! woots. i started taking da ice-ing put on rach face. den we chased her all da way to dunnoe wad block. den diana, shir n me go smash 2 pieces of cake on her face. whole face white. mei sze go put on andy's hair. den i ask him turn ard, i help him make clean. in da end i see cream on his ear i change my mind. go make somemore on his hair. funny sia.

todae went ta find dem again. cosh i dowan stay. wen i went only left terence, yong kuan, diana and rach. dey go buy alchohol. yong kuan drink dao siao lorh. den sae he last night drunk go punch da wall until got hole. darn strong sia. funny lorh.

ok. im gonna sleeeeep. byeee.

2005-09-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

ok. i gotta admit. da hols are getting kinda boringg. BAH.

todae's SHIRLEEN, SERENE, AMY, STEFFI, MALCOLM'S bdae! woots. so many ppl sias. too bad. malcolm aint gonna get a "happy bdae" frm me.
anws. im so bored. just finished da book review. shesshh. ma dunch let me go out somemore sias. steffi got some kinda bbq, so i asked if can go. she said see first. bahh.
oh sheessh! i just heard some YOWLING outside my room. tot got some cat fight or smth. in da end it was my kor singing. yessshh. this is giving me a headache.
i notice being bored is worse than being busy. ARGH. i think im gonna die of boredom. oh and guess wad? school starts next wk. like 2 more days of holiday. i guess being school-busy is worse than being bored.
argh. now i have nth ta look forward to. SOMEONE! ANYONE. save me frm this stupid boredom. ARGH.
oh yah. rachel's chalet is tml. woohoo. how exciting. hais.
oh agony! mon is my mep exam. tues is my general music exam. 22nd is my practical grade 8 exam. 24th is my audition! and i have ta play my violin. this is giving more stress than me psle last yr lorh.
ok. i think im gonna go into depression. HAH. nap time. woots!

2005-09-02T20:44:00.000+08:00

woot. todae was quite funn. we went ta da sci centre fer some omnimax show. den before dat, taking attendence. mr wong went : all the monitors please come and give me the numerical breakdown of the strength of your class. everyone went, HUH? like. hes so weirdd. shesshh. da show was kinda funn. cute sias. it was like so dark larhs. i was eating my burger. guess wad? i couldnt seee rites. so i ate da PAPER. da wrapping ppaer i meet. like eeew lorhhs. wen da lights came out i checked. da paper had 2 HUGE holes in it. yupyup. their proberly digesting inside my stomach now.

aft sku had strings todae. me and claud are da "chimerlogic of chimerlogy" professors! proberly one and only. (((: woot! had 2 disgusting discussions abt "ahemahem" . one with audrey, jessica, weng jun, jo hsi, shireena, cong yi. so innocent sia! another one with joanne, noon and angela. uh uh. NOT innocent at all. ahhas.

joey didnt come todae. so i sat with shireena. we invented a new game! FUN horhs. only 2 of us understand it. jialing was quite irritated by us i think. hhas. twinkle twinkle! shirrenna kant plae. shesshh. had a weird stupid talk abt how i SMILE. shireena and jialing thinks i smile weirdly. no lorh! its just dat.. erms. im.. UNIQUE! yah. special marhs. (((: hhha.

tml is open hse! must come and support strings! CHIJ SNG. MPR. 12 - 2. (((: must come!

2005-08-31T20:43:00.000+08:00

ok. todae TOTALLY rocked. ok. lets start frm da morning.

todae is CLAUDICE's birthday. so i specially woke up at 5.30 ta come sku earlier. but stiu reached at 6.35 anws. den we played fer a while den went mep rm assemble. den we went ta da hall ta perform fer primary sectionn. we waited fer like dunnoe how longg. so by da time we finished it was like 8.30. so we had ta go back ta our usual lessons. which was PE. we were lazy ta change so we went ta PE in our blouse and pinafore. ran all ard cosh it was NETBALL.

denn had mrs soh's maths lessonn. den chinese. blahblah. den da TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION. darn funn larhs. we all were like so high. da sec threes were GREATT.

den went ta sengkang ta meet shir. went tps togetherr. saw MANY people. kent, junior, rene grew like damn freaking tall larhs. now taller than me le. hmff. HELLO. im not short k? so mr kent goh jing kang, dunch be so smirky abt it. and hors. wen i stood tiptoe can same height le lorhs! so dat means im not dat short aft all.

da time at tps is like da best larhs. i missed all of dem so much lorhs. jane! bren brought my hippo. but she left da pig at hm. den gillian took hippo. den forget return me! den so luan. supposed with bren lee. den bren chong. den vivien. den gerald. den dunnoe who! *sobs* hippo's LOST.

den me and shir went tm. walkwalkwalkwalk. den met erika. den walkwalkwalkwalk. diana, jo, jacky, terence, jeremy went see movie. shir got tuition so we didnt go. had a great BONDING sessionn.

(((: today totally rocked lah. esp aft seeing him at tps. feeling came back. woaini!

happy birthday clauddicee!

2005-08-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

MARY-ANNE ROCKS MY LIFE. so darn freakingly funny lah she. im promoting her blogg! esp to st nicks girls. go my links see! like so correct larhs. hahas. anws.

todae's timetable was kinda slack. except fer maths. mrs soh rushed us like mad. with angela's deadly compass pointing directly at me whenever she measures an angle too. hah.

STRINGS todae. we finished early. ): how saddening. mr chan didnt come todae so mr goh conducted. played Palladio! so fun! but darn fast larhs. yesyes claud. i noe cello part vehh easy ta play. dunch nid ta make me fewl so sad. hhas. violins is FUN k. esp with all da running notes and i can screeechh all i wann! haha.

yida had his auto session todae at j8. i went dere like not alot of ppl de lehhs. oh wells. went tm ta go see da present fer mr chan. yeu shinq wanted strings ta give him one. so i suggested dat figurine with STRING ORCH dere. darn nice. but sold out. ): see! strings is so popular. ((:

had our class tee todae. quite nice larhs. da design is cute. but da colour makes us look like CANARYS wen we wear dem. esp with our pinafores. shesshh.

lalala. im so bored. ok. going ta read mary-anne's blog again. RMB TA READ! even if u dunch noe her. darn funny. its TEACHERS DAY SPECIAL! ((:

2005-08-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

YAY. my violin's backk! missed it. hahas. bought a new case. servicing was like $200+ larhs! so ex lorhhs. i wanted ta buy a new bow, but he said my violin's suchha good violin i shld buy one tat is $2000 ders. i was like, HUH. so ex. my mom was like, OK! lets buy it! but in da end we didnt cosh i wanted ta go back ta think abt it first. like seriously larhs. so ex lorhs. my violin teacher would STRANGLE me and den my brother would proberly whack me till i die. hmff.

anws. had sectionals todae. quite boring. everyone was like gonna fall asleep. the cellos, violas, violin 1 and 2 combined. we played MANTRAS! love dat songg. rocks man.

sku todae was ok. begginning was SO nort good. i was like sick larhs. had stomachache. almost vomited. and my mom dowan let me go home. hah. den during physics da whole class stayed in class. dowan go science lab see teacher. hhas. in da end he came anws. didnt do muchh. den bessy said she felt sick. her "sickness" was kinda weird. one moment jump up and down like da healthtiest person on earth, next moment lying on her table like she was gonna faint any moment. so weird. me and JUSTINE brought her to sign da early dismissal form. JUSTINE said i was badd. so im a meanie ehh? hhas. she drew me a so-called-flowerpot on germaine's table. said it was "limited edtion". HAH.

btw. i sowed my belt on ALL BY MYSELF ytd!! im just so happy.

tml gort history and ting xie. better go study.

2005-08-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

my poor dear violinn is currently with mr SABO now. *sobs* i've gort like 2 auditions and 3 exams to perpare ferr. ARGH. he says he will return it a week later. general music exam was todae larhs. serene and me were like "TEACHER, we kant do our exam todae because grace's violin is currently NOT available. " den she was like, " what does THAT have to do with u serene? just because grace is suffering frm DEPRESSION dat her violin's not withh her dat u oso kant play arhs." or smth like dat. her look told me dat. den i was like" we're playing a DUET u see." so she was like ok. and YEAH we dunch nid ta play until fri.

anws. gero left early frm strings todae. left me alone to go home myself. hmff. but luckily my mom came in da end. STRINGS is playing fer some sku open hse and oso a sku assembly fer da PRIMARY kids coz some of dem dunch noe we exist. HAH. dey were like, how come our secondary section dunch have string orch while other schools have? wad are we? some weird bunch of ppl coming together to play MUSIC with a piece of wood and 4 strings? hah.

teacher-in-charge made us play like 2 times mantras fer her ta see. joey didnt play fer da first one. but she sat beside me anws. on da bar whr we had like double stops and running notes i played darn loud and she started showingg me dat weird face like i was some alien frm outer space. weirdo. aft strings me, shireena, cheery, cong yi were like just minding our business and walking to da canteen. den we saw heather, zixin and ziqian doing smth ta debbie's shoe. dey hid one between da gate and door of mep rm and threw one across da grass patch. so wen debbie came out she had to hop hop hop looking fer her shoes. amusingg. HAH.

OH SHIT. i forgot ta print out my eng reflection. BYE.

2005-08-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

YAY. just came backk from cp withh shir n her fwenn jean. hhahas. anws. we went all ard da mall lookingg fer contacts. andd toilets! hah.

anws. couldnt go fer sectionals todae. ): went back with gero. argued over lotsa things! hahas. shes going njc next yr with audrey! *sobbs* ii dowann dem ta go!!!! see gero? kanot go!
reached cp. den ate laksa! darn nice lahhs. walked all ard. shir was half hopingg dat SL would appear so she could diao him. jean was hoping dat GYY would come to. so dat we could *ahem* do smth ta dem.
went whitesands aft dat. stocked up my notebooks. den went supermarket. stocked up my food.

AHHH. so freakingly boringg.

this sat got CIP at orchard. also got fc meetingg. oso got church. BUSY SIAS. hmff.

2005-08-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

im sickk! n i didnt eat anythingg since morning. no appetitie. hais.

so many projects n freaking hw lor! irritating. kant a sick person even take a break???

i just found out. if i drop out of mep or strings, i will MOST likely have ta tranfer frm st nicks. strings i will NEEVER drop out. but mep.. HAH. dat is smthh i dun really mind dropping out of. ii dunch understand anything! my violin oso not sae vehh gud. but ii dowann leaave st nicks lehs. like WHERE ELSE can i go? anglicann? HAH. dunman?? HAHAHAHAH. ok. im getting madd.

ohoh! foods heree. byeee.

2005-08-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

seriously. whyy do ii keep bumpingg into old fwens this week? saw chng yong todae. HAH. at pasir ris. dunchhh noe wads wrongg withh him. ii was like usingg my fone denn ii heard some bball soundd so ii turned ard. den saw him n his fwen. he was like ohh HELLO. n started shakingg my hanndd. thinkk hes gone mental. denn call me twice ferr some stupid reasonn. ohh well. hes weirdd anyway. saidd somee weird stuff to me whichh ii stiu dunchh get.

went ta compass point withh shir todae. we saw *ahem* sheng long dere. she was kinda depressed so i stayed withh her dere da whole day. went ta libary to do research ferr some project. hadd quite a great time. =))

im so tirrreddd. goingg ta sleeep aft i finish watchingg this progg. byeeee.

2005-08-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

went ta watch charlie n da choc factory todae withh jia n qian. went ta tm ta hang ard first before meeting dem. was so bored so i called shir. she told me wad dat IDIOT did ta herr. he is suchh a .... !! how cann he. he MAY have his ku zhong or whatsoever, but how can he do this lahh. hes da first personn she really liked lors. humpphh.

went ta heeren ta meet jia n qian. took neos! sho darn funny lahhs. dey tried ta hang on to da poles n took. but like DUH i kanot reach, so ii sat on da floor looking pouty. diaow. went ta cine aft dat. den in da cinema we were sitting next to this 2 guys. den wen da show introducing da choc factory, this guy took out his sweet box n started shaking it, saying: see! we oso have. den few mins later, this guy turned ta jia n said, sorry ahhs, just now step on ur leg. den she was like, >.< abit fan ying chi dun rites. den 1/2 hr later, he turned ta her n said, u wan some sweets? she was being soo polite. she went, erms, its ok. thanks. but aft da movie, she was laughingg like mad at dem lahhs. da movie was damn nice. =))

aft movie, i wanted ta go ps meet bren pass her smthh. den wen me n jia were at mrt, we saw kel. ii didnt see him at first, but his fwen saw jia i think. den jia was like, ehhs, dat guy looking at u. so i turned den i saw him. if im not wrong, he oso didnt see me ders. but his fwen nudge him or smth. den he gave me this funny expression like as if i was frm outer space. wads wrongg withh him? im his MEI aft all. treat me like stranger lidats. hmff. neber even sae hi.

aft ii reach hm went prissy's hse. talked fer vehh longg. =)) nidd go lers. byeee.

2005-08-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

todaee got national day celebrationn. we had Dikir Barat performance. spell lidat de mahhs? if spell wrongg sorry ahhs. really didnt mean it. mr tan is suchh a ... !! he made justine cry. bessy dey all spent like frm 10am to 6pm on sat just ta do da video lahhs. den in da end he sae he got presentationn, denn nid da laptop. he got TWO LAPTOPS LAH. whyy kanot take the other one? not only dat, he said he would help us by singing or smth, in da end, he didnt even turn up duringg da performance lahh. denn he sae he will bringg food. in da end, neberr bringg. me, angela n germaine had to serve da only food we had to da judges lahhs. denn dey were lookingg at us like, "aiyohh, whyy this class lidat only" look. like so paiseh lahh! n he doesnt even CARE. make justine cry somemore. dunchh wanna tok abt him anymore.

ohoh! sweety comingg! their new album quite nice lehhs. ii wanna buy! hahas. just came back frm bugis. bought some shirts. saw jing n diana n clowe there. dunch noe how ta spell clowe lahhs. but dey werent togetherr. in fact, they didnt even noe each other were in bugis. yay! i missed jingg. n nanaa. =)) ii cut my hair too! saw qiann n her dmn fwens in bugis oso. qian, jia, pris, siyi n me goingg ta watch charlie n da choc factory on wed!

cut my hair todae. =))

2005-08-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

SO TIRED. didnt havee a gud sleep last nightt. cryingg urself to sleep is a vehh gud idea euu noee. ohh yahh! ytd my violinn kinda BROKE! not breakk into half lahhs. but.. erms. euu see ahhs. my bridge was like bent, so my violin teacher asked me to take it out and iron. meaning like loosen all da stringgs n take out lahhs. so i did dat lors. HOWEVER. my bridge turned like practically 90 degrees aft i ironed it. den da sound pole came out. kept rattlingg inside da violinn. so ii paniced. sent it fer repair todae lers. got it backk todae. cost $20 sias. anyways.

went ta school all grumpy and irritated. sat at my place and fadai-ed fer awhile. den CLASSES begann. worse still. we got our history test results backk. i got 8 and a 1/2 upon 20!! angela got full marks lahhs. ohh wells. had anotherr history test todae. plus eng lit. bahh. aft sku got STRINGS. used da sch violinn. totally NOT used to it. kept slippingg downn ma shoulder. thinkk theres a bigg red mark dere lers. jana made me sit in front with her todae. coshh dey say every sec one must have a senior sittingg withh dem. totally freaked me out. mr chan didnt come todae. so we had sectionals. violin 1 todae slacked lahhs. 10 more mins to break, me n shireena kanot tahan lers. so we went to da violin 2 dat side look ferr audrey.

denn aft strings, michelle and angela went to tell mr wong dat we had a new nick fer him. GOLFBALL. noe whyy? coshh dey sae golfboll alot holes ders. he was like laughhing like madd. den had tuition aft that. all da way till 8.50. den practiced my violin till 9.30. den bathed. like EEW rites. so smelly. ohh well. im gettingg more tired. thinkk im gonna sleep. goooodd niigghhtt. =))

2005-08-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

STRINGS! todae was quitee funn. one part in movement 2 i thinkk everyone had trouble withh da countingg. so mr chan made us do pizz ferr da whole sectionn. 20 whole mins! one mistake n we had to start frm da beginning. one of da trys, someone hu sounded mysteriously like noon, got irritated and plucked da stringg like DAT n da sound dat came out was *PIONK*! damn funny. last try dat time, we left like 4 more bars denn someone madde a mistakee. da violin ones were like so irritated dat we didnt evenn stop. just pretended like we didnt hear anythingg n continued playingg. mr chan was like HUH. denn wen we finished, we all started yay-ing. hahas. BONDED sias.

ohh wells. jana said RI n RJC was havingg some merged concert on a friday. she said if everyone wan go can go togetherr. me n angela were thinking of goingg. huei li joined lws's song writingg comp! she's singging da piece she wrote. rachel tan was playingg da violin, deborah da cello n zixin piano i think. yeu shinq said must go support. like DUH lahhs. but scally go dere see da teachers. or worse. da principal himself! ohh wait. its HIS comp. he SHOULD be dere.

just got of da fone withh shir. toked ferr abt 1/2 hr. i miss her alot sias! shes like been my best fwenn fer like 7 yrs. bahh. =))

2005-07-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

bahh. sometimes just a stupid mistake wiill cause euu PAIN n TORTURE.

anws. todae had 4 tests. eng lit was ok. history was confusingg. chinese was good. maths was TERRIBLE. ii got ready to fail lers. bahh. went mep rm ta prac duringg recess. denn duringg lunch oso. mrs tam said ii have to stay in violin 1 till da end of da term. so obviously ii kanot throw strings da face rites? so ii prac damn hard lahhs. 2hrs a day lors. hmff. mr chan didnt come todae so we had sectionals. at 2charity classrm. learned some stuff frm jana. she adjusted ma shoulder rest! she said it was to train my neck so i can play better. shoulder hurt like crazy. she n noon said must get used to it. ohh wells.

den during combine prac, ii overdid it. used da wrong tacnic. pulled wrongg muscle. so PIACK. tore my arm muscle. now in a bandage. damn painn lahhs. but ii stiu continued to plae anws. left only like 10 mins mahhs. violin1 turn to pack up todae. so ii started movingg da chair n table. ma hand started hurting like madd. almost cried wen ii told claud. yeu shinq tried to wreasle a table n chair frm me. she said injured till wan ta move table n chair. bahh. came backk hm n started to prac oso. =))

ok. my hand needs a rest now. byee.

2005-07-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

went backk tps todae. whee! so funn! bah bahh. found out lotsa things happened while ii was in st nicks. hmm.. didnt noe SHE changed so muchh. asshole. hmff. hate herr. to da CORE! hypocrite. stupidd. bully my meis againn n i'll bashh ur head inn. hmff. thosee guys like wads his name? oso. vandalise bball court. hmff. write rumours somemore. bah! respect ppl! hmff. see me come jiu runn away somemore. hate dem all. heard frm connie a few malay guys were caught smokingg by mrs wong if im not wrongg. few packs in their pockets. hmm. not surprising. bahh.

tml got alot of test! i nid go study lers.

2005-07-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

todae was ok. freakingly tired thoughh. strings was fun! da rest of da sec 1s joined main orch. =)) violin 2 had 7 stands! violin 1 had like 2 only. muahhaha. denn da conductor go move me n some others to violin temporary he says. ha! not funn. hmff. had a hard time catchingg up withh da notes. esp movement 2 izzit? ii dunch noe. we've got 3 performances comingg up this term. how nice. n 4 tests on friday! AHH!

ok. im gettinb stressed. now im so stinky coshh i havent bathe yet. still waiting fer my mom to come out of da toilet. ohh yay! shes out. byeee.

2005-07-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

todae went ta andy's church again. kim n kat came along. they're my mom's fwen's daughters n vehh interested ta noe God. so i brought dem dere. met diana at bugis den ate lunch together. go pierce ear oso. 77th street =). den met jac n andy n his fwens at somerset mrt. obviously, he was late again. bahh. used ta it lers. dat irritating personn. anws. walked together ta church. he said he bought my present but forgot to bring. den diana started arguing withh him coshh she sae she wanted ta share ders. bahh.

church service was quite fun. kim n kat wan ta go next wk. so i think i go withh dem again lors. mom's instructions. but quite fun lahhs. met mabel (andy's sis) oso. damn chio sia she. valerie neo, my violin 2 senior was oso dere. wheee! =)

aww. ii want ta go EE SHAN's church lehhs. can go dere see see. hais. ohh wells. better wait till kim n kat receive Christ first. dunch wanna leave dem half way here half way dere lidats. ii ate ALOT todae. ok. not ALOT but i think im going on a diet fer a mth. or 2. bahh. yay! my dad's backk.

im so sleepy. think im gonna fall asleep. but i stiu got hw ta do! tml going Living Waters n LWS oso. hais. better finish up NOW.

2005-07-20T10:25:00.000+08:00

whee! im backk frm Hong Kong. so funn sias! roomed with angela. everyday morning call at 7am. ber n an qing supposed to wake us up at 7.20. it da end, we still slept till 7.50. n report at 8.15! reportingg time was 8am. hahas.

first day we had to report at da airport at 6am. watched ice princess on da plane. we ate lunch in hk. i ate fishball noodles. my FIRST meal ever in hk. da fishballs were abit square-rish. den we went to all those places of attractionn. so freakingly hot! ladies street was ok. not as good as i tot it would be. vehh crowded. didnt buy alot of things coshh we had like only a SHORT while dere. hmff. victoria's peak was vehh nice. denn night time so dark. so romantic. =x reached da hotel at like dunnoe wad time. den me, angela, noon ling, audrey went to eat dinner at macs. nicer than Singapore! coshh got more varities. not dat ex too. den noon n angela went to esprit. me n audrey decided to go explore da 7-11 dere n buy FOOD. thinkk im getting fatter. i ate alot sias. noon ate more. so we decided to diet fer a monthh togetherr. at night, went to ber's rm. sat dere watchingg tv. loaned dem my playingg cards. da whole of lvl 7 was booked by strings i thinkk. exp ferr this PERSON. denn we make alot of noise so he complained. bahh.

second day was FUN n SCARY. went to St Paul's first. da guys dere were so-so. but dere was a perticular one dat was exceptionally cutee. n one dat was a disgustingg bian tai. he kept lookingg at all of us withh dat EEW look. n raised eyebrows. esp at ber n deborah. a few students brought us ard. den shopping at some vehh expensive shopping centre. didnt buy alot. but bought ma shoes. coshh ma old ones were like the gonna-break-into-half-any-moment type. had kfc fer dinner. noon ate pizza AND kfc. see? told euu she ate more. den we had da performance! we swere aft da intermission, second last item. so we sat in as da audience da first half. me n shireena were like, woahh. they are PRO mann. if im not wrong, St Paul's is one of da best music schools in Hong Kong. evenn that one little kid playingg da violin fer some choir was like WAY pro. haiiss. shireena apparently fell in love withh this guy frm da cello sectionn. she wants to imigrate to hk n go to St Paul's. i found out actually ALOT of ppl wanna go dere n study. ii wan too! its music progg is fantastic. but i bu she de my fwens here. hais. denn aft dat. it was OUR turn. played our best. da hk ppl were quite impressed withh us. they havingg another concert next yr. mayb we can go againn. =x

ok. third day was FUN. n tiringg. we went ocean park! it was damn bigg. da slopes were vehh steep. i thinkk i lost abt 10 kg just walkingg up da slope. we took cable car! so nicee! but scary. we kept screaming. we started off withh angela, noon, audrey n me together. den noon n angela went to play raging river. so me n audrey sneaked off n buy drinks n get some air-con frm a sovinier shop. den we couldnt find bothh of dem. so we walked to dragon coshh dey told us they wanna go dere aft raging river. took us like, i think, 1 hr to reach dere. ok. mayb im exagerating. but. hu cares. den we FOUND dem. dey went to play somemore. me n audrey went to captain's table, this kind of cafe whr dey sell food n soviniers. met jana dey all dere. rachel tan (sec 3 not sec 4) wanted to go see got any more sovinier shops. so i went withh her. audrey noon n angela came along. den we reached da meeting place early so me, rachel n noon went wentt to see this place, i think, a museum or smth. it had all da oldern time China stuff. like da bedrooms, alot lahhs. smthh happened dere dat was SO funny. laughed till i had a stomachache. i still have da video! hahas. denn we went to airport. gotta go back Singapore. hais. but i miss ma darlingg fwenns dere. euu noe hu im tokingg abt rites? =)) sat with mary-anne n hilary on da plane.

ok. im getting tired again. im gonna sleep. goodnite.

2005-07-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

hmm. todae was quitee ok lahhs. but strings was funn! during chinese got a scolding frm pan lao shi cause she sae we tok tu muchh. i asked her a ques! denn she dowan ans me! so i HAD to ask cheryl rites? denn she oso dunch noe! so ask wen man n bessy lahh! den 4 of us got scoldingg. bahh. got dao-ed. shall not tok abt it. went ee shan's class. thanks shan! ferr beingg dere fer me during youu-noe-wad.

strings was nicee. i lovee strings. but got a stomachache in da beggining. deborah got some oil frm mr cher. but decided not tu use it. we started "arguing" abt how "unconcerned" she was. hahas. arguingg withh her was "fun"! bahh. anws. violin 2 had a pathetic number of 4 ppl todae. while violin 1 had like 8? n viola i think 10. mr chan kept saying this section was getting stronger in NUMBER n dat violin 2 had tu try HARDER to plae LOUDER or else in Hong Kong we wouldnt be heard on stage. like dat wouldd be a badd thing. =x ohh wells. so audrey played damn freaking loud. siting behind her, seriously, i find her scary.

ohh yahh. congrats tu shirleen heng! ferr *ahem ahem* =) hope youu 2 wouldd havee a nicee *ahem* together. thanks tu ee shann againn. i lovee ya!

looking forward tu Hong Kong trip. gonna buy lotsa stuff!

2005-07-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

whee. todae no hw! yue xiu gavee me a lionn soft toy yesterday. debra gavee me a tigerr. joy n mary-anne gavee me a glass globe thingy with JULY on it. so sweet! da most TOUCHING of all is.. ee shan gave me a honey pot of 77 straw stars n lollipops n chocos in it! so touched. i almost cried on da spot. except ii didnt. i cheng qiang. =)

during recess got somee student leader meeting. germaine called me saee wad she stomachache. wann me rep da class withh justine go. so i go lors. den it started raining. since we were at da specs stand, all da rain started pouring in. so romantic sias. denn da field n track wet wet ders. so nice! ahhh~

ohhs! pris is online. better see if shes ok.

2005-07-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday went ENERGY concert. rawked sias! cried n screamed like madd. esp wen dey were singing wo men. and ah-di said wo men energy he ni men yong yuan bu shuo zai jian hao ma? everyone was like hao!! denn wen ah-di said wo bu zhi dao zi shi neng hui lai kan ni men le.. den everyone was like, bu ke yi! ah-di.. ni yi ding yao hui lai! denn everyone started cryingg. ah-di oso goingg to cry lers. denn everyone was like ah di! bu ke yi ku! coshh dey promised us dey WONT cry. niu nai was so cutee! he ying ying wan to sing mou nian mou yue mou yi tian ah di sing de part. so dey sangg withh niu nai singing da mainn. wen he cheng gong he kept jumping all ard like xiao di di sias. haiiss. energy goingg bak tml lers. last time tu see dem sias. im so freaking sadd. tml feel like pon-ing sku lehhs. go airport sen dem. todae dey go j8. but ii dowan go. go dere ii sure kanot control ders. haiiss. how ii wishh life wasnt like dat. dere will be a day everyone will part. =( so now must everyday happy! wei le energy.

anws. todae went church. before dat, met diana andy n delwin first. we supposed to meet at 8.45. in da end, da 2 pigs overslept n we had to call dem up. bahh. so we left tampines at like 10? service already started. EE SHAN oso went! ii didnt noe sias. den aft service diana dey all wanna go out. so ii go withh dem lors. den in da end dey change mind wan go meet kel plae bball. shesshh. so go bak tampines lors. sat in da bus fer like 1 hr lahh! but i missed da cell outing. =( ohh wells.

ee shan! valentia! so sorry.. i bu shi dowan go withh euu all ders.. sorry sorry sorry!!! dun angry kaex??

2005-07-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

whee! todaee was ma 13th bdaee. went to sku usual. den reached ma table andd saw angeline de presentt on ma chairr. a cat neck rest! damn cutee! n hugable. =)

denn go find claud. she gavee me a bottle of stuff withh gel n sparklingg things in it. darn nicee. den go find jia. she forgot ma prez. oops. neberminds.

denn recess we went to look fer ee shan. valen n ee shan were actingg supicious. so we decided to go to mep rm to put our instrus. audrey gave me a present. a pig head! she said i was da body, dats whyy only buy da head. diaow. den we watched her n her fwens revise fer common test. BIO sias. denn their textbook alot of stuff abt sex. den we started tokingg abt condoms. hahas. den mr cher walked out. we didnt even noe he was dere. so he asked us wad we doingg. we sae revising for common test. den he sae wadd subject? audrey went BIO. denn he paused, n saidd. i didnt hear anythingg. bahh!

MR TAN CHANGED OUR SEATS. now im not siting withh weilingg. =( im sitting withh angela! whee. now i havee to SIT withh her as well as SLEEP withh her. bahh. =)

duringg history, ee shan n valen came to ma class n gavee me da thingg dey were workingg on. a wooden block of G! coshh ma bdaee. dey saee dey givee me late bdae prez. ohh wells.

waiteng gave me a pig. sahh gave me a dog. wheee! ii got alot of animals now.

ma pri fwenns vehh little actually wished me happy bdaee. besides diana, erika, andik n dinesh. ohh wells. guess dey aree busy. seriously. i dun blame dem. so guys.. dun thinkk im angry k?

=) happy bdaee to ME!

2005-07-07T19:54:00.000+08:00

1 moree day to ma bdaee!

2005-07-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

weee! todaee quite funn lahhs. except da part whr some freakingg teacherr. she scolded us fer like 20 mins just coshh da class was noisy lahhs. hmff. also not our fault wadd. bahh. wadeverr.

anyways. miie, shan, chris n jia went tampines todaee. i wan go bak tps. den CHRIS wants to see SOMEONEE. =x den met diana, andy, delwin n brendon. den shan dey all go bak aft kai came.

so diana dey all go watchh movie sias. hmff. but in da end i went in oso. ferr like 1hr 15 mins. =) delwin n brendon kept goingg "st nicks st nicks". wonder wads THEIR probb. ohh wells. in da cinema got this guy sit near me. den he kip lookingg at mee like a bian tai sias. so ii decided to movee. bleahhs. den go meet my ma. she go eat. so ii go find dem again. walk down staircase ma mum called mee. denn asshole delwin start makingg fun of ma voicee. so kicked his bagg. hmff. diana saee i violentt. not ma fault lahhs.

weeee!

2005-07-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

woahh. last wk so funn sias. =) first, jubilate. da conductor said we played quite well. hope so.

den, my chalet! duhh. it was quite fun lahhs. except da part whr dey sabo miee! im gonna get revenge. esp on TEH EE SHAN, BRENDA CHONG, DIANA SOH. humpphh. this 3 ppl do da most! but quitee funn lahhs. except ii had tu crawl on da floor, n run all ard like a mad woman. plus my specs dropped so ii couldnt see anythingg. n ma shoe came out. all of dem first use ma ice-cream cake smear ma face. but ice-cream sias. cold cold ders. so shuangg.

den dey go cheers buy flour den mix withh waterr. at first ee shan came tu like fake fake tell mee smthh stupid jokee abt enormex. dat was funny sias. den she saee dey neber buy anythingg. only cleaning up da food. so ii walk withh her bak. den she still hold ma hand somemore. reach deree lehh? big bunch of ppl just run up n smash sias. ma korr worse. go put on hair. i took dunnoe how longg still kanot come out. hmff.

ohh. my presents! shir n rachel bought a bracelet frm yellow withh a heart n GRACE on it. bren lee bought a necklace withh heart. jingg buy me bear bear. weijie buy me a cd. ma korr bought me a iPod! =) ily kor! euu rawkk! cried wenn i opened da present. jia said i was too emotional. ohh wells.

b4 go ma chalet jia, shan n me go kbox in tampines first. damn funn. exccept fer da part wen we found out da chicken rice was $7 n not free. sorry! ma fault! =x

called alot of ppl de mom n dad sias. too let dem stay. ii stiu can suckk up. =) oops.

quite alot of ppl stay. shan, jia, chris, diana, shir, valen, shir, andy, darwin, brendon. n duhh, me. dey HAD to sleep. ohh wells. guess dey were tired. shan, jia n chirs HAD to sleep coshh dey got smthh on on sat. andy dey all got bball matchh dat day so obviously tired lahhs. stupid andy. forgot bring ma present.

tml ii going to meet bren, jane, shir, diana, andy dey all againn. going bak tps! i miss dat placee sias.

EEP. HOMEWORK. aiyahh. dunch care lers. bren just reminded me. she neber do! kena dentension den she noe. hmff.

sat was funn too. wen jia n wen qian stayed. we went to cheers to buy alchohol. pris bought 4 bottles ferr me. qian de fwen bough

2005-06-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

whee! jubilate is tml. ee shan, sarah, n her fwens wanted to go. but no tix. so we ran all ard during recess to see hu had extra. FINALLY dey found somee. 1 of da tix was secured by ME. MARY-ANNE had dem. she wanted to go in aft we performed. which is like aft da interval lahhs. so ii went to get audrey to sell her da after interval tix so she can sell me her FULL tix. complicatingg? hahas. my mindd is getting *ahems* chim-er. dats BESSY's wordd.

todae got ycs agm. so noisy sias. not like da together one withh other skus. BIG diff. da new prez is shu fen! assits aree soh teng and abigail. after sku went lwssom ferr vocal. todaee abit weird sias. ii kip singing wrong words! ohh wells.

we had pan lao shi FIRST lesson todaee. she quite ok lahhs. better than i expected. =)) means life will be easierr now in higher chinese. weee!

1 more day to friday! weeeeeee! ii miss brenndaa n shirr. can see herr. =)

2005-06-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

SKU REOPENING DAY! whee. how extremly excitingg. dey changed out timetable! now MEP is on mon sias. denn PE only on wed. shessshh. wen reach sku ii just realised. I DIDNT DO GEOG ASSIGNMENT! coshh ii didnt even noe got. bahh. so i lost 10% of ma marks. like hello!! 10 freakingg percent! ii could FAIL lahhs. coshh ma compo isnt really well done anws. ii just copy paste den add a few words. supposed to be 200 words but i did 367. shesshh. just finished it sias.

whee. da thing im lookingg forward to is friday. ma chalet! we goingg kbox first. dunnoe wadd time we meeting lehhs. bren sae she kanot stay sias. hmff. ii dunch caree. she MUST stay. or else no funn. ohh wells.

todaee got a new gerr frm other country came tu our class ferr exchange progg ii thinkk. she quite ok lahhs. just dat she got this ACCENT dat ii abit kanot standd. coshh some personn ii noee uses it. hmff. but she overall quite nice lahhs. den mrs tam thinks her violin playingg is damn freaking gud. so shes playingg withh us on jubilate 2. it oso happens to be this thurs n we are playingg syf pieces. mrs tam apparantly thinks she can plaee vehh well by den. ohh wells. hope so. maybe can enhance our stringg soundd. =)

went recess withh ee shan. met jia hui n christine in canteen. discussed aboutt friday. =x

ma piano exam is nx mon!! so fast sias! hope ii dunch fail. aiyohhh. just a grade 5 exam n im panickingg. wonderr wadd will happen wen i take ma VIOLIN exam. haiiss.

eeps. havent do maths yett. better do. or else mrs soh will yell at me.

2005-06-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

haiiss. sku tml reopen ler sias. humpphh. whyy hols so fast overr ders.

todaee went church. sat withh valen, laura and alison! laura n ellie saved their names in ma hp as LAURA THE GREAT and GRACELOVESALISON. diaow. den got station games aft da service. looks quite funn lahhs. miie n valen didnt playy coshh we leaving ler mahhs. got one station, think is lincoln's one, was too SABO this person tu stand dere withh a bucket on his/her head. den da bucket on top got a cup. den da others must throw some rubbish to hit da cup off. den wen we leavingg, da other grp came. dey sabo-ed bryan to be da person sias. valen threw a ball rubbish at him andd it hit HIS FACE. damn funny. den she ran off, hearingg him scream: OIIE!! MY FACEE!! so funny sias.

aft dat, we went to cine to buy ma skirt! finally.. =) den we went tm to finish scenario. dat place stiu rawks. AS USUAL.

omg. did ii finish ma hw??? ahh!! so stressed. dun fewl like going bak to sku. ii miss pri sku. esp ma fwens. if not fer ee shan, dory, valen, sahh, claud, jiahui dey all, i early transferr to other sku lers. phff. dun caree lahhs.

weee. ma chalet nx wk! lookingg forward to it. jing, bren n wei jie decided not to buy me ma jacket anymores. =( but dey buyingg me SOFT TOYS!! weee. ytd went out withh dem withh miss tan. go geylang eat chou dou fu. valen saee she makingg ear rings. claudd saee she buy me to you bear. chng yong saee he dunnoe wadd to buy ferr me. just coshh im a gerr. siao lahh he. so ii suggested soft toys. =x

all this thinking has madee miie fewl so sickk. im gonna on jielun music, den sit on ma bed n fa dai. =))

2005-06-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

scare mie sia todae. got 1 pervert cor miie. den saee he fromm ministry or smthh. den jiu wen alot of stupid bian tai ques. like. wadds ur bra size? wad brand euu wear? euu got stead mahs? euu got sex before mahh? next time euu havee sex mustt rmb use condom horr. worse is. EUU N UR EX GOT DO PETTING?? ii was like. EEW. whyy wouldd da ministry wanta know DAT? den shir jiu angry. den slam down da fonee. so bian tai!! den we wanted cor policee. coshh. he oso cor alot of ma fwens! like. bren. jo. erika. hmffs. ASSHOLE. luckily got shir with mie. or else i'll prob freak out or smth. THANK GOD FER SHIR. I LOVE YOU SHIR!! scolded alot of bad words. kinda regret it now. Lord, please forgive me. i really didnt mean it. i was just so angry. please forgive me. AMEN. =)

besides dat freakingg cor, ii had a GREAT time todaee. so funn sias. first. in da morning ii go ma godma hse meet 3 godsis. den we go KBOX! spend 3 hrs dere. we sing so many songs. den singing cyndi de ai ni dat time, we all FENG. start dancingg. =x

den go meet shirleen, jia en, jia qi, rachel and her stead go see initial d! rawks sia dat show. more feng about jay lers. =) rachel de stead so xiao qi! coshh he supposed to go work de. so we neber buy tix fer him. den he suddenly can. den no tix rites? den he jiu angry. walk off. ke siao lahh he. den miie n shir go archade. east point dat ones. got few guys quite cute. but dey mad ler. kip grabbing 1 guy n throw him on da table. den i was like HUH at dem. so dey just look at miie n smile. siao.

den we went bball court opp tps. saw chng yong, andy, jacky dey all playing. so qiao sias. den we go buy food from coffeeshop. den we walk da way confirm wont see dem ders. but so FATED saw chng yong n jacky buyingg ice cream. =x chng yong grow taller le sias.

eep. ma mom's heree. gotta go practice ma piano. exam comingg.
den

2005-06-22T10:39:00.000+08:00

ok. heree i am withh ytd's happenings. went to strings at 1pm coshh we needed to pln wadd to d ferr sec 4 de farewell. den we decided to do this DAMN DISGUSTING N GROSS poem about da sec 4s. knt rmb da whole thingg. but got 1 line is:

they were oh- so cute
and oh- so hairy
with hair sticking out of every inch of their body
jumping up and down like chimpanzees.
running ard da whole of MEP room.

oso another line:

so now we sae from da heart of our bottoms
we love you seniors (??) and will miss you!

smthh like dat. funny sias. den da sec 2s did a puppet show. so cutee! da sec 3s did a mtv. theirs was proberly DA BEST. den dey went ALL da way to da mep room da dark corridor and put candles dere in da shape of heart withh da num 4 in it. so sweet rites?

den mie n ber rushed to bishan dere in a cab. cosshh got bonding day mahs. she told miie no one ever did sucha nicee thingg ferr da farewell seniors party beforee. cool horr?

da remaining 1 hr plus of bonding day was FUN. so muchh food. esp marshmellows. ee shan saiid ii look like onee. (??) ee shan, dory, kor woong, valen started doing da cheerlead actions. denn since ma type of dancee moves aree diff, ii decided not to be extra. so ii just sat on da swingg n watched. =)

woaahh. only 10.51. think maybe i'll go sleep first. den do ma hw. or smthh. =)

2005-06-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

stupid andy ho lian jie. makee miie weait ferr him so long todaee. in thee end. he STILL sleepingg. pigg lahh. ytd he asked mie if ii wanna go his church nx wk. so ii sae see firstt. den ii asked if he wanna come MINE todaee. so he saiid he would msg miie tu tell mie aft he ask his fwenn. den in da end not only neber msg miie tu saee he comingg anots. still make mie wait ferr reply ferr like dunnoe how long lahh! somemore neber reply ma msg n ans ma cor. thinkk he scared ii yell at him. idiott. neberminds. ii shall forgive n forgett. =x

anws. miie n valen went in latee ferr service. cosh valen woke up late! so i waited ferr her until 10.45. also shun bian waiting ferr andy ho! hmff. asshole. anws. we went to town to eat lunch. =pPp saw a skirt at cine dat was SO nicee. im gonna go dere nx wk again tu buy it. =)

den ii sat all da way to ang mo kio withh valen. den go back. i so nicee rites? den we broughtt daddy out ferr fathers' day dinner. =) happy daddys' day to every daddy in da world!

2005-06-18T20:36:00.000+08:00

weehees. todaeee got youthh fest. da st nicks booth sold TAO HUAY! muahh. den tu show dat our tao huay is soo nicee we kept eatingg it while selling. bleahhs. denn miie, valen, soh teng go tui xiao our productt. den i had tu carry da big icebox withh bottles of soya bean milk, n BEANCURD. theree are almond, natural, mango and.. wad was dat againn? ohh yahh. green tea. anyone wants to buy? 1 ferr $1 only!

ohh did ii mention ii was sticky, sweaty, n ma ankle n stomach hurts? ii nid a BATH. comingg backk in 10 mins.

okiie. im backk. woohh. fewl SOO refreshed now. hmm.. now nothing to do but homework homework n HOMEWORKK!!

went to tm withh valen todaee. bought a enlargerr. make mental note to buy another enlarger. ii reserved junjie de new album de new edition at cd rama coshh no money. buahh. must go collect tml. hmm...

bahh. now gotta do hw. =((

2005-06-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

so longg neber blogg. ma internet connection spoil mahhs. hmm.. on mon n tues we got strings de "CARROTS ON A STRING" campp. muahhs. it was FUNN FUNN FUNN. we elected next yr's prez oso. its yue shinq! =pPp unluckily, next yr's lvl co is ME. hmff. no faiir. claud does a better job den ME. anyways. ii wanna catch up on ma beauty sleep firstt. tml den continue blogging. tml got ycs YOUTH FEST! =))

2005-06-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

muahh. todaee got ycs agm. ( agm = annual general meeting) den we FINALLY became OFFICIAL YCS MEMBERS! at precisely 12.45 todaee. =pPp den go this tiny little badge we havee to wear. ma shirt was like da most diff onee to poke in lahh. so many ppl try oso kanot. finally wen doreen try can ler. shessshhh.

den miie n abaa n valen go j8 supermarket do senario. quite fun horr. but da food so tempting. hais.. =( no food. den valen went backk n dory came. den we go buy HAIR SPRAY! ma bottle da dark brown like no colour de. go buy blue de. ma hair becomee hard hard de. no nice. except wen stand under da light can see shiny shiny de. so cuttee! =x

den ii went to tm to meet diana n erika. we were supposed to go east coast withh bren n ben dey all de. but dunnoe whyy in da end neber go lehhs. den we go eat at food culture. we sit beside da drinks storee. den got 2 shuai ge go buy drink. kekes. chao shuai lahh! diana agree withh miie. but erika saee dat their hair funny funny de. PLEASE LAH. dats cor style. but in ma dictionary. SHUAI. =x

den go home wash ma hair. like no colour come out de lehhs. eeyer. scally go into ma hair ler. disgusting sia. hmm..

YEAH! JANE mummy put on her msn nick.
"ii lubb maii daughter gracee"
yeahhh~~ weehees. eep! ii havent pack ma bag fer strings camp on mon! we're going marche ferr lunchh as celebration ferr winning gold in syf. muahhs.

ii have to change ma skin. this skin dun let miie put tagg. =( goodbye beautiful skin.

2005-06-06T15:20:00.000+08:00

whyy do ii ALWAYS succeed in making a fool of myself??

claudd invited miie to a concert like a mthh ago. den she toldd miie da date was 9 june. den ii tot it was 6 june. whichh is todae lahh. so ii kept asking herr wad time to meet coshh we were going shopping beforee dat. den she saiid she wouldd tell miie later. until ii could wait no more, ii asked herr at 2.57pm wad time we were meetingg AGAIN. den she saiid, 3 maybe. den ii freaked. i was like. HUH? ii havent even CHANGED yet n its 2.58! den she was liike. so? da concert isnt even todaee!

shesshh. ii seriously made a ass of myself riite? whyy m ii SO dumbb. deres smthh wrongg withh ma blogskinn. ii kant da taggy in. if ii put it in, da whole blogg turns out to be nthh but da taggy. HOW? someone HELP miie. pleashh. email or IM miie. i thinkk im stayying online da whole dae. until evening whenn im going ferr ma workout. =pPp

so here ii am. sitting in front of ma laptop. listening to jj's dao. =) ii was listening to "i'll remember you" by no secrets just now. da first time i listened to dat song, i CRIED. it totally reminded miie of brenda n shir dey all. AHH. ii miss dem. now ahh shir is sickk lahh. n she got a new dog. im so jealous. but ohh well. she wanted a dog since p4 lahh. so kant really blame herr dat she hinks her dog is more impt than her health. shesshh.

ohh yah. pleashh pray ferr ma uncle. hes like TERRIBLY ill now. ii mean. he was terribly ill ferr da last yr coshh of cancerr ii think? but now hes getting worse. da docs saee ... ohh well. AHHH. pleashh pray ferr him, all euu christians.. thx. im praying oso lahh. valen was nicee. she went ard telling everyone to pray ferr him. ii found out coshh while i was talking to bryan, he told mie about it. how i needed to treasure herr n everything. yada yada. of coshh i know lahh! i treasure ALL ma fwens. den he insulted miie. he saiid he tot i was too dumb to know. den he got all kaypoh n made mie tell him if i DID IT withh ma ex. SHESSHH. likee ii WILL. im not DAT cheap. ohh wells. GUYS.

now im loving living waters moree. da ppl dere TOTALLY rawkk. esp.. =pPp

eep. im cold. im going to get ma jacket. den go downn n watch tv. byeeee.

p.s.
HES SO CUTEE!!

2005-06-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ok. went ta church todaee. den aft dat miie, valen n kar chian went out.

on da way out, we decided to go see a moviie. namely, monster-in-law. hahas. but da movie started at 1.10 n it was liike 12.45. n we were stiu in church which was located at acs independent. shesshh. so like obviously ii wanted to take a cab. like duh riite? but we didnt think we had enuff money. so we decided to hang ard n look pathatic so someone will give us a lift. finally, we asked wayne how much it cost to take a cab from whr we were to cine. he saiid $8-$9. so we decided we WOULD take a cab. den paul just walked up to us n said byee. so we tot HE was taking a bus, coshh whenn we told him aboutt our pathatic plight he just shrugged. in da end, while walking out, we saw him getting into lincoln's CAR n DRIVING off, together withh lincoln of coshh. but we were like. HUH?! n he didnt give us a lift? so valen started yelling. she almost threw a rubbish bin at da car. not to injure dem. just morally damage. hahas. she sweared she would get revenge nx wk. shesshh. ii think i shouldnt go nx wk. it would be too dangerous. =pPp

but anws. da movie was GREAT. den miie n valen decided to go collect ma j-star mag. ii totally FORGOT tat hse of star was at lucky plaza. not far east. shesshh. so in da end, we ended up taking rounds n rounds ard town. hahas. but it was FUN anw. but ii set out of da hse withh $37. n came back withh $0.15. spent alot ehh? but ii needed a new pair of slippers. mine broke during camp.

ohh how thrilling. ma MEP grp just told miie we arent going to do project tml. DEN HOW AREE WE GETTING DA PROJECT DONE?? shesshh. its a RADIO PROG. not a PROG BOOKLET. n plus we havee to interview some full time musician. muahh. might as well go cut ma haiir tml. n get another ear hole. ii didnt manage to pierce it the other time coshh ma ear turned red coshh of da alchohol wipes. how NICE.

eeep. its like 10.59. i need ma beauty sleep. good nitex.

ohh yahh. did ii mention ii met a totally SHUAI guy todaee in church? eeps. if valen read dat she most prob would conk miie in da head. while im wearing a hair band so da ends will stick into ma head n skin will come out like da other time. eeww. AHH. 11pm. ii need sleep. im gonna work out tml. im getting FAT.

ENERGY RAWKS MA LIFEE.

ok. here we go againn..

WO AII BAM BAM!
I HEART ABAA N ABII!

now ferr da new additions..

I LOVEE SAHH N VALENN!

im norta les. just dat.. i was kinda forced to do it. =x

2005-06-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

muahh. ok. backk withh ma funny camp story.

we finished praise and worship at ard 11.30 ii thinkk. dey everyone didnt wan tu go sleep coshh last nitte mahhs. den everyone played games until like 3am. i was da photographerr! coshh aft 12 ma brain kant function. muahhs. denn this guy, dunnoe wads his name, oso didnt plaee. den whats-his-name decided tu go backk n sleep at 2am. so he said good nite tu miie n dissapeared. den 1 min laterr he appeared behind miie. den grabbed a chair, walked tu da table beside miie n SLEPT on it. ii was like, HUH? so ii woke him n ask why dowan go backk n sleep. he was liike, mm.., den go back tu sleep. shesshh. anws..

miie n jean decided tu go backk tu dorm n sleep n like 3.30 lahh. so we went backk n found pefita dere. denn coshh 2 of dem were sleeping on da top bunk, ii didnt wan sleep myself, so ii squeezed withh jean on her bunk. apparently, jean just SQUAHHED miie tu da corner n didnt sharee da blanket withh mie. so ii was left shivering. bleahhs.

da funny thingg was, ii was told abt it wen ii woke up by valen n jean. coshh i was too much of a pig tu know wadd was happening. valen came into da dorm at 4am. den she saw dat ma bunk was empty. but she didnt notice i was sleeping beside jean. as she knew dat i was direction blind n scared of da dark, she taught i was lost. so obviously, being a gud fwen, she paniced. n ran tu da hall n told everyone dere, namely da comm members. so dey started a search ard da whole campsite. den finally dey gave up n went tu da dorm tu ask jean if she knew whr was ii. so dey barged in, woke jean up n asked. she was like, huh? shes sleeping BESIDE ME! n everyone was liike. HUH?! shesshh. funny?

well... i found it funny so ii started laughing. but got whacked on da head by valen. shesshh. wads wrong with having a sense of humour?

im going tu watch a movie withh ma korr n his gf n ma mama n daddy. so need tu go bathe. ohh yahh..

ABUU LOVES ABAA N ABII!

plus..

WO AII BAMBAM OSO.

hahas. she ALWAYS gets jealous wen ii forget tu saee datt. =pPp.

2005-06-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ came backk from church camp todaee. it totally ROCKED. ok. it didnt really rockk in da begining coshh miee, being da usual shy-cum-antisocial person, didnt wan tu tok tu anyonee. besides occasionally shrieking at isaac, andrew n eric tu slow downn. those 3 walk liike SO fast lahh. during ice-breakers dat is. den it was like. one station tu da nx station is like from one end of sentosa tu da other end of sentosa. shessshhh. ma leg injury kinda came bacck agaiin. but. wadeverr.

den slowly ii started talking tu moree ppl lahh. da camps like tu long tu saee everything but ii shall saee da FUNNY parts only. but ii shall continue tml coshh ma mama wants miie to go SLEEP. ohh wells. gudd nitte denn. ohh yahh..

HAPPY BDAEE ABAA!!

2005-05-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

im SICKK!!

this was wadd happenedd.

ii went tu church and met valen n kar chian. so we decided tu go town n eat lunchh. usually ppl is see pricee den go in de ritex? we all tu excited. seee DELIICIOUS food mahhx. so justt chiong in lahh. den when see da menu n pricee. we were liike. WOAHH. a LITTLE bit ex horr? but we ordered anws. kar chian ate a richh n crreeeaammmyy CHOCOLATE cakke. valen ate a HUMONGOUS sandwhich. i atee a delicouss chesse cakke. sincee ii brought da most money i treated dem tu garlic breadd. im soo nicee riite?

den it started raining. but since i go lee wei song class ii couldnt call ferr a cab tu sen miie home or anythings.. so we decided tu buy an umbrella. but da seven eleven person see us so kelians decided tu give us a FREE umbrella. but dat small little thing couldnt fit all 3 of us. so ii was nicee enuff tu chiong underr da BIG rain from heeren all da way tu somerset mrt. by den i was DRIPPING wet. obviously some indecent exposure was exposed. like eew. a bunch of guys walked past n kept staring at mee. noe wadd was going on in ma head? look at mee ONE more time, and im gonna gorge ur eyes out fella. buahh. den i ran tu lee wei song school of music from mrt.

da teachers dere made me changed tu da school tee. coshh dey sae im tu wet. scared i sickk. well... ii changed.. im sickk now arent i? ahhas.

ENERGY RAWKS MA LIFE.

2005-05-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

weee. my korr is backk. ii was just talkiing on da fonee withh valenn wenn he picked up n demanded miie tu out downn. shesshhh.

i FINALLY finished nan ding ge er. it totally RAWKS. like duhh riite. got energy insidee. ii got my godsis tu help miie beg my mom tu let miie go energy concert. coshh my mom vehh ting my godsis de hua. better get fc tu help miie book tix.. hu wan go withh miie?

ahh. just put down da fone withh valen again. ohh wells. im getting bored. eep. nid tu finish my science n history by MONDAY!

oops. gtg eatt.

ENERGY RAWKS MA LIFE

2005-05-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

now my kor is better. alot better in fact. now can get up n tok cok lerr. he got up one time n dragged su jun jie jie out, insisting tu bring her on a date ( walk ard da hospital like it was a love garden) den turned abit bonkers. ytd he started singing britney spears. shesshh. at least noe dun nid worry ferr him.

ahhh.. didnt go sku todaee n ytd oso. nicee u may saee? but like im so BORED. n bren didnt tell mie she ponning sku todaee. otherwise can tok tu herr n fone. just tok tu herr when i was in da hospital. haiiss...

still havent watched da LAST VCD. coshh prissy took it. omg. like KUNDA IS SO CUTE LARH. NIU NAI OSO. SHU WEI OSO. ah-di didnt appear so kant really comment muchh. but HE'S CUTE TU. vivien lim agrees withh miie dat now 56 getting abit da pai lerr. ohh well. wonder whens renfu getting married withh jq? he saiid thiss yr... i'll most prob cry my eye out. wonder whyy?

ENERGY RAWKS MA LIFE!

2005-05-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

mm.. haiiss.. my kor just left da housee in an AMBULANCE. this wass wadd happened.

i was watching kunda on tv in prissy's housee wif herr. denn ii decided tu go home n take a few of my stuffs. whenn ii was walking out of her housee, my dad called miie. he saiid he wanted tu speak tu prissy's mom. i said i was coming home n put downn. denn at da door, i saw him like going tu cry n had this vehh worried look. i asked wadd happenedd. he saiid tu stay in pris house till he came bacck. say smth happened tu kor. i ran upstairs n saw kor lying on da floor, his girlfwenn su jun jie jie siting beside him. i almost screamed lorr. den my dad said kor kant move n da ambulance was coming. so i ran tu da gate withh priis tu wait ferr dem. we waited practically fer like 20 mins?

seriiously. wadd is WRONG wif these ambulance ppl? they take so long tu reach. wadd if there was an emergeny n dey STILL take 20 mins? these is life n deathh hello. but anw. he went hospital withh su jun jie jie n my dad. so pissed. HATE THEM ASSHOLES. i practically yelled at dem tu move it. my brother. my ONE n ONLY brotherr is in dat ambulance. most prob groaning in pain. n dey r STILL taking their own sweet time?

ASS. i went pris's house n started crying. PLEASE LORD. PLEASE PROTECT AND BLESS KOR. I REALLY HOPE HE WILL BE FINE. PLEASE BE WITH HIM TROUGHOUT EVERYTHING. AMEN.

ahh. i nid tu calm downn. im gonna watch kunda again.

ENERGY RAWK MA LIFE.

2005-05-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

now in prissy's housee. hadd a great time todaee. we went tu bugis n SHOPPED da whole mall downn. boughtt lotsa stuffs of coshh. dun fewl like going backk sku nx wk. but its like enrichment wk lahh. n i have tu go Chinatown ferr 2 daees. shesshh. ii desperatly nid a more relaxing life. im starting tu miss him agaiin. HELLO. ii kant help it.

anws. im thinking of giving up on renfu. even pris agreed withhh mie. dey sometimes really just not sincere der lor. honestly. if renfu wasnt in 56 i wouldnt even support dem until so feng.

bought k one's album todaee. RAWKS as usual. gino cut his haiir. found out long time ago. but. he just looks so weirdd.

oops. gonna watch vcd now. got kunda. n best of all.. NIU NAI!! going mad overr energy. at least THEY are sincere. poor ah di. he kant dance anymore lerr. almost cried when ii found out.

ENERGY RAWKS MY LIFE.

2005-05-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

personal msg:

I LOVE MY ABA N ABI. =)) FOREVER WE WILL BE.
thx ferr being dere whenn ii needed euu..
trust miie dat i will bee deree ferr euu tu!

2005-05-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

mm.. im so happy! coshh my ma going hk tml denn mayb ii can sneak watch my new vcds. plus. im sleeping over at pris's tml. n my stand parter aka JOEY is facilitating my grp during maths trail! thinkiing shes gonna give miie ans? she said she doesnt even NOE dem. shesshh. anw. todaee is weiling bdaee!

happy bdaee tu youu.
happy bdae tu youu.
happy BDAEE tu WEILINGGG.
happy bdae tu youuu.

SHEN RI KUAI LE WEILING!

ahha. shes my siting parter aft all. ii bought herr a wang li hong cd together with yilin. ii kant stand weiling. shes so CUTE. hahas.

o.0 msn got a new versionn. niicee~ personal msg? mm... wad shld ii write?

todaee mep was like so weird. mr wong now turned all serious n no more jokes. wonder wadd happened tu HIM. he looked so pissed when ii asked, ohh ii dunnoe.. OUT OF CONCERN?? humpphh. fine. if he doesnt wan us tu be concerned wif him. FINE. now mep turns boring oso. no more jokes. no more laughterr. ohh well. dat leaves only ms nair. da ONLY teacher hu jokes funnily. besides HCL teachher. but his isnt really joking. his is merely.. talking? ohh well. guess its a form of entertainmentt.

aft strings todaee i was waiting ferr my ma at upper concourse. den ii started talking tu wen man. i was just JOKING when she said she wanted tu kick my ass n i said kick lorr. she chased miie all ard da upper concourse. screams were heard. obviously dey were made frm miie. in da end she really ended up kicking it, with my leg in herr face meanwhile.

MARY-ANNE went tu da HILLARY HUN concert todaee! i hate herr. ii jealous. humphhh.

personal messages:

*ABA N ABI__

2 of youu ahh.. dun sadd lerr k? pull black face while walking tu macs somemore. denn aba go sing i'll remember youu. make mie cry only. humpphh. abi.. dun sad ler k? time will heal things der... at least still got mee~

*weiling__

ohh well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope youu like da cd.

*bambam__

wo henn xiang nii.. youu noe ma? cry todaee again.. =( hope we can be jiemeis foreverr.
ps. this tues can go backk tps wif miie?

2005-05-18T19:32:00.000+08:00

started crying in sku todaee. wanna noe da reasons? coshh...

1. my migraine is backk.
2. ii miss pri sku.
3. ii miss my pri sku fwenns.
4.I MISS BWENDAA CHONG!

seriously. must be coshh of dat testi she sent miie ytd. ii miss shirrshirr oso.. =(

whyy mustt da gud times endd?

if not coshh of twinkle, sahh, valenn, claud, weiling dey all.. ii most prob would avee justt transferred tu dunman whr brenn is or north vista whr shir is. mm.. not like their sku will wan miie ritte?

im holding a chalet on my bdaee. hu wants tu come?

2005-05-17T16:01:00.000+08:00

went hospital todaee... coshh ii had a migraine. diaow. hatee iit. my headd hurts! n ii missed geog common testt! plus. n arsehole personn stealing exes. ii hate herr. i hate him more. buahhh. feeling badd. coshh tml got history presentation n ii havent done da script yett. ii miss his company sooo muchh~ diaow. ok. nid tu do script lers. renfu rawks! =)

2005-05-15T09:45:00.000+08:00

mm... havent been posting since dunnoe whenn.. ii tu lazy lerr. last friday wentt tu brendaa de chalett. den plae wif her bdae cakee. hahas. her whole face oso got creamm. including jing's shirtt. but ii didnt stay coshh out of all da ppl staying only vivien n bren ii noe. ii was soo niice tu walk jane all da way tu da main gate when she went home. but ii tortured myself when ii had tu walk back all da way IN DA DARK. ALONE no less. sheshhh. now got a big geog common test coming up nx tues. like 11 chaps tu study? n my mini esssay is due TML n i havent even startedd. so y m ii stiu posting? no ideaa. renfu rawks! =)

2005-05-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

so busy lately. so didnt post. ii wrote a new fanfic! pleashh support.. www.winglin.net/fanfic/waiting_forever. ahahs. mustt read! anw. ii finished my 2.4 ler. ii love twinkle so muchh!! she ran ALL tha 6 rounds wif miie! =)) great fwenn. my mom grounded miie. so ii kant go out fer like 1 mth. now tha teachers piling us wif hw n projects. chem mini task due tml. n this fri got MEP mid yr! seriously. is this stress or wad?! now kant even go out n relax. anw. my crush likes this other GER datt ii totally hate. shesshh. plus. my best fwen aka BRENDA CHONG is angry wif miie. im not suree y.. but i think is coshh ii didnt go out wif her on her bdae. but ii got grounded! plus ii had strings. one bad thing abt being gud fwens wif ur prez is euu kant pon cca. coshh she'll fewl all dissapointed n everything. like da last time i came late coshh ii went tu c sly. she CRIED lorr. n just 15 mins. ohh well. i'll proberly be diagosed wif mental depression or smth. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOMS! =) renfu rawks!

2005-05-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

buahh. tml no sku. yay! but haf tu do hw tha whole day. now watching ice age. tha baby so cuttee! ahh.. just developed hiccups.. ii drink water drink until bloated ler..

today after church ii went wif brendaa tu eat laksa. den tha laksa so hot! but brendaa couldnt take it so she took like 2 spoonfuls den she went tu buy beef noodles n didnt finish tha laksa. ii didnt wan tu waste money n food so ii ate it. along wif a can of root beer n papaya juice. n abit of brenda's f&n grape. got alot of tears in my eyes tu. felt soo bloated. eatt so much today. ii think ii better excercise tml. renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

syf is overr. at precisely 9.50am today. we got a gold! =)) we were like so nervous lorr. den abt 12 mins b4 tha competition, we were tuning den we prac tha songs lahh. my A n E string went out of tune! ii was so worried datt on stage would go out. or worse stiu, break. den when we went bak tu sku we were supposed tu go bak class at 12 but we stayed in tha canteen till 12.30. when mary-anne's hp recieved a msg frm yu shing, miie, joey n cong yi practically jumped on her, thinking it was tha results. but it was just her saying tha jcs r playing. den ms quek chased us bak. but we went tu 2 faith n hid dere coshh we wanted tu noe tha results. ii mean like. hu would be able tu concentrate in class when youu dunno tha results we haf been practising hard fer? FINALLY at 1pm an qing msged joanne, saying we got a gold. we were actually worried we would get silver but when we heard we got gold, we were like. huh? not gold wif honours? wierd riite? ohh well. its OWAES lidatt.

den ii went tu j8 wif doro n ee shan. doro left abt 3.15 fer cheerlead. den we met jia hui, a sec 2 ger hu ii just knew today. den dere was this grp of guys hu kept whistling at her and following her wherever she went. so fuunny! when dey heard she was called jia hui dey kept yelling, "jia hui! jia hui!" hahas. den when dey found out she was sec 2 dey looked so dissapointed. coshh ii think dey sec 1 bahh. den dere was this grp of guys hu kept staring at mie n pointing whenever we walk past. ii haf a feeling dey kan wo bu shun yan. bahh. like ii care. renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

ok. ii must relax. *breathes in, breathes out* ahhhh!!!! onli 14hrs 15 mins left tu syf! mixture of feelings. im nervous. but oso excited. shesshh. ii stiu can rmb tha last 3 competitions i've been tu.. hahas. tanya chua is coming tu st nicks tml! i dun really like herr alot n deres ycs. so.. i dun think im going. sly is enuff lerr.

ii just found out. valen not going wif miie tu j8 tml! ee shan forgott tu tell miie if she can go anott. n shes not online. how m ii supposed tu noe iif ii shld bring money anot?!

today is my kor's bdae. ii msged him at 6.30am wishing him happy bdae coshh i knew he would bee sleeping n he STIU hasent replied a word of thx. like 13 hrs haf passed? shesshh. ungrateful person.

14 hrs more tu tha first sting syf im gonna haf. renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

SYF IS COMING! this wed in fact. miie n mary-anne plan tu go sku earlier n practice. we must get a gold back ferr st nicks!! =)) prac quiite hard lahh. came bak late today. just finished toking tu shirleen on tha fone. im like so glad we havent like drifted apart or smth. best fwens since p1.. =)) ii decided tu write my 3rd story in fanfic. pleashh support!! renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

went tu church today. den aft datt went tu bwendaa lee's bdae party. soo fun! jing, vivien, miie, wei jie, gerald, erika, n a few dunman ppl went. made fwens wif dem. =) dey r niice ppl. after cut cake, ii actually wanted tu smash tha whole piece of cake on bwendaa's face. but she kept running away. so ii took a fork n smeared it all on herr face, making it all.. erm.. creamy n white. =)) but she made miie eat the remainder of TAT cake datt ii smeared. eew. gott a slight stomachache aft datt but ok aft 1 hr lidat. den we went tu rooftop play badminton. soo fun! trained abit ferr tml's 2.4 km run. ahh! tml got napfa! howhowhow? im soo scared ii fail. wad if i haf tu retake? tats BAD. ok. ii continue. den we went tu tha playground/swimming pool tu plae. got caught my management coshh we went into tha pool wif our normal clothes.

hahahahaha~ ii jux saw this show on channel 8 where dey play pranks on ppl. this guy was supposed tu freak this ger out by acting weird n everything. he was supposed tu sing this eng song n he cant pronounce properly. actual lyrics: my darling.. he sang: mai dou ying! shesshh.

we just finish singing bdae song ferr my korr. coshh we wont bee celebrating fer him on actual day. ii suppose his girlfwen is celebrating wif him. omg. do ii have any hw tu do? ii kant rmb! tml must act xi you ji thing oso. shesshh. lucky ii got my kor tu buy tha 4 apples. renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

ahhh~ sly came tu st nicks today! omg. like. he totally rawks lorr! =)) n cluad is SOO sweet! she helped miie get his autograph on a card! n grace chua helped miie get his autograph on CD! aww... God is so niice tu miie. blessed mie wif so many sweet fwens! but ii gota scolding frm joy aft datt coshh ii went late ferr strings. now tha stringers all fewl so stressed. cosh nx wed is syf lerr! n all tha syf grps all went n gota gold back. tha sku expects US to get a gold tu. dance, band, choir, eldds, chinese orch. all got a gold. gold is a MUST now. but we aiming ferr gold wif honours if poss.

now apparently ee shan n ger thinks ii like alfi. hello. ii made iit so clear ytd. ii told him ii hated him. ii onli think he's nice tu argue wif. =)) renfu rawks!

2005-04-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

aft sku, went tu j8 wif valen n ee shan. we met stella dere. apprantly ee shan *ahem* forgot tu tell miie alfi n kai were going tu. went tu take neoprints aft valen left. it was kai FIRST TIME TAKING NEOPRINTS. can youu actually believe datt? which person hasent taken neoprints b4. shesshh. den tha cat high guys were toking smth abt fighting over some stupid matter. got one guy. act cool bui cool. hahas. den my mom came tu j8 tu buy files frm popular n eat her dinner. den dey all were like. wahh. act guai act guai. had quite a great time lahh. stella is actually quitte a very nice ger. totally not like dat her on spiritual day. hmm.. oops. maths scenario hand up tml. must go do! renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

im so scared i'll fail my NAPFA!! actually is jux 2.4km run. howhowhow? ii stoped at 5 rounds today during PE. im gonna go get a MC sae im medically unfit. seeing how ii have asthma wheneverrr i cough. haiiss. my mom saes mayb tha doc dun wanna give miie. shesshh. ii stayed in school wib claud coshh she got cello lesson today. we went soya bean shop wib valen n sah. made noise dere. as usual. brendaa n erika kant make it tu town on wed! im like SO bored. anyone wants tu go?? a whole big pile of projects (or as tha teachers cor it, COURSEWORK.) n homework tu bee done. haiiss.

renfu rawks! =)

*smth's wrong wib my blog. ii kant download any skins!

2005-04-17T13:04:00.000+08:00

didnt go church today. coshh i needed to complete tha maths scenario n geog project BADLY. haiiss. but ii went to Mass ytd. actually is YCS spiritual day. it was very fun. of coz. we had praise n worship first. den we had to kip silent, n reflect on our life, n wad God did in our life n everything. den one by one we have to go out, den tha exco members will wash our hands n feet, juz like wad Jesus did to his deciples. after tat, we went to eat our dinner. youu kanot serve food to yourself, onli to others.

den we had to go downstairs, n someone will wash ur hands ferr youu. after tha person wash finish, youu will have tu wash ferr tha nx person n so on. tha guy hu washed my hand is.. ii think jackson? yupps. he n naruko were holding hands while walking home n swaying their hands to n fro! soo sweet! den we had praise n worship after that again. we brought on tha ST NICKS STERO agaiin! this time doreen joined in even though shes not a st nicks ger but neber miind. sang till all sore throat n stomachache. den we went home. ee shan kept playing wib yongwen. tats his name riite? ahh.. wadeverr. dey all soo cutte togetherr! but their nort, sadly.

lost my way when ii went bak home at outram park. ii walked all tha way out instead of changing trains. oh well. ii havent finish my geog reflection yet! ii kant find info! helpp miiee!!

saw shao nian te gong dui todae. renfu.. as cuttee as usual! =)) renfu rawks!

2005-04-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

today got siick again. dunnoe y. so ii left sku early feeling horrible. den ii had tu go tu tha hospital tu waiit ferr my mom tu finish herr work b4 ii can go home. this whole year, so many things have changed. one of my close fwens changed alott. ii miiss bwendaa. ii miss jo. ii miiss shir. ka. jing. vien. wea.. =( luckily ii have GREAT fwens in st nicks. or else ii would have transferred out of dere a few mths ago. some teachers n rules jushh completly SARK.

o.0 deres a green hse cheer ii lurrve.

green hse, las vegas.
no ones gonna beat us
we got talent in galleons.
we will fight to victory
get ready, greens trophy
and nothings gonna change our minds
green hse. green hse.
we will fight tu shinee~

niicee riite? anw. did ii mention datt the guy in Lord Of The Rings is SOOO cuttee? Oleando Bloom. shuaii daii lerr ~ wonder iif he got 6 pack? =x renfu now gott lerr lorr! kant believe iit. sung-woo's body. woohoo~ hey. y m ii toking abt this? shesshh. ii havent done my geog n maths project whihc is due nx week! ahhh! ohh yah. spiritual day this sat. wad tha meaning of mass attire? wad tu wear? mushh wear slippers ahh? someone HELP. omg. oleando bloom is just SO cuutte. watching Return Of The King now. gott obsessed wib iit lerr. i miiss renfu!! w0 xiiang ni~ renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-11T18:28:00.000+08:00

now stiu abitt blurr cosh jux woke up. my mom pratically pushed miie off tha sofa. saiid if ii continued sleeping, i wouldnt sleep at niite. wonder iif today gott any hw? ii kant rmb! ohh yahh! eng reflection.. shiit. haben do. im soo sleepy.. have a tupid headache n my head kips spinning. went tu sku quiite late todae. coshh ii couldnt drag myself off tha bed. im so tired. shesshh. ii wish tha weekend would hurry up come so ii can SLEEP. ii fell asleep while studying ting xie on tha table. managed tu drag myself intu tha living room down tha staircase without seriously injuring myself.

ii cut my finger during art todae while carving tha linar(?) paperr. seriously, it was jux a CUT. ms gui had tu yell directly INTO my ear. saying smth like. why werent euu paying attention? c! cut ursef oreadi! den she pushed miie tu tha sink n made miie washh my hand. den she even opened tha first aid kit. ii think she was trying tu wrap an enormous bandage on it. den she yelled at tha rest of the class. saying. everyone be careful! ur classmate has CUT OFF HER FINGER. shesshh. it was jux. a CUT. den tha whole class was like. huh? hu cut off her finger? izzit GRACE? den dey had tu start peering at mie, trying tu figure out which finger was gone. haiss. o.0 my mom cooked spaggeiti!! wanna go eatt. bb! renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

siting here watching Lord Of The Rings. so scary!! n VIOLENT. ii dun thinkk ii can sleep tonite. valen sortt of yelled att miie coshh she tot ii patched wib my ex. like ii WOULD. today my violin teacherr sae ii improved alott!! yea~ hope ii can pass grade 8 tis time.i have a fewling i did extra homework ferr maths. coshh tat teacher sae some ques dun nid do den ii jushh did EVERYTHING coshh wei ling didnt reply my msg. shesshhh. dunnoe wads up wib st nicks teachers. ii dun like MOST of dem. if nortt ferr tha fwens dere i would have transferred long ago. but like any sku will take miie in. anglican high oreadi told miie once ii transfer outt ii KANT go bak in. haiiss. bwendaa ask miie go duman. but ii scared i wont fit in.. so i decided tu stay in ST NICKS! hahas. today sly gott autographh session.. tml RENFU coming!!! butt my mom dun lett miie go!!! howhowhow?! jush cox ii failed my CHINESE. doesnt she realise how muchh TORTURE IS TAT?! nortt being able tu c renfu on wan yu coshh channel u doesnt air it anymore. now ii kant go n C him?! =( firstt lurrve. now renfu. haiiss. mushh STUDY lerr. renfu rawkss!!!!!! =))))

2005-04-09T16:31:00.000+08:00

i decided. ii gave up on him. ii jush kant takee tha pressure anymore. it hurts tu muchh. its difficultt but i'll TRY. try till ii succeed. valen's helpiing miie! =) goiing gym on mon. mushh excersise.

2005-04-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

geesshhh. how pathetic. sitting here wib a sore TONGUE. its started hurting n smarting n everything. throat hurts abit tu. mushh bee coshh of tha laska ii ate jushh now. did a dumb thing today. ii broughtt my violin tu sku todae. thinking dere was quartat. in tha end, joy informed miie tat my quartat was YESTERDAY. shhesshhh. ii missed iit! ahhhh! while ii was walking tu class in tha morning, joy spotted miie n dragged miie tu tha track tu play badminton wib herr. IN THA MORNING. while im stiu HALF ASLEEP. played doubles wib 2 sec 2s. ii jushh stood dere, trying tu get my legs n hands tu wake up, while joy did all tha running. ii onli hit tha balls tat kept flying towards miie as iif dey were goiing tu WHACK my FACE or mess up my haiir. hahas. went YCS today oso. started having this mini debate wib claire together wib ee shan, valen, blah blahh. she saiid dere was no such thing as real happiness n its all temporary. JUST becox ii saiid being happy was my first piroirity when auntie huihui asked miie. shessshh. tml gott morning jog again. so sianx! renfu rawks! =) ii miss him.. renfu !

2005-04-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

we STIU haben do tha preparations ferr MEP yett.. kant decide iif shld sing an jing or da dao. both sOOOO niicee!! of coshh lah. is JIE LUN sing de mahh. got quiite sick iin sku. ii wore my jackett tha whole day n stiu ended up shivering. ii wonder y? sheshh. todae ot story-telling competition. ADELA is 1 truth's rep! ok.. even though she didnt gett in top 5.. she stiu did her bestt! n tats y tha whoollee class LURRVES her so muchh! hahas. den gott hse prac today. dunnoe y. i owaes gett a liittle bitt tu excited during cheer pracs. ii was like imagining renfu was dere n cheering ferr him.. jessie was like. shesshhh. y euu scream SO loud? hahas. abigial -- hse cap vehh niiice n funni. excepptt sometimes she gets TOO loud. she no nid mike oso can yell overr tha ppl hu using miike.. den during dance enrichment. i fell ASLEEP. sorri lahh~ ii jushh kant take iit. soo boring. den ii so tired. tha teacher teach tha dance all so seducive de.. ii den dowan dance ahh!

2005-04-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

gott drenched in sku todae. was WET all overr. 3 times. jux coshh ii was tu lazy tu walk all tha way tu the specs stand dere n UP tu tha art rm. ii went frm sec blockk.gott siick oso. valen SO niice. lendd mii her jackett. but ii hab tu wash b4 ii return herr. its filled with GERMS. did 4 rounds in PE oso. ii hatte iit. runrunrun. tml gott strings somemore. im SICK lorr. can ii skipp? nortt like joy will lett miie anyway .. butt.. wadeverr. im STIU missing him ~

2005-04-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

ferr VALEN n LAURA. tha bryan ii was toking abt is NOT tat bryan frm living waters. iits ANOTHER one. yahyah. wad sentence structure. tha 2 sentences do NOT link. ii noe. my eng sux.

2005-04-03T17:18:00.000+08:00

wentt tu church today. bryan was as cutte as usual!

=x

nortt kidding.. y do ii find him cutte? ii oso dunnoe !! hahas. today ii wentt cel grp oso. im going ferr chuch camp! anyone wan tu go? ii ate tha biscuit n ribeina today. biscuit = bread. ribeina = wine! ferr tha Last Supper representation? ferr my FIRST time! weeheess. wonder iif ii hab any hw? went tu LWS today ferr theory. teacherr sae ii progress veh fastt! tml mushh go ferr vocal. MUSHH rmb. ii kip forgetting. everytime ii think of my ex.. ii hab this fewling. ii dunnoe. sad? ii kant forgett wadd he did tu miie.. tha happi times we had.. tha laughterr.. arrrghh. wadeverr. its all overr now. mushh find new targett. im losing my touch. dohh. bryan is like sec 3 butt he 16 !! sure no chance de .. shld ii find another one? hmm.. everyone is different n special.. renfu rawks ! =)

2005-04-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

ahhh~ wadd happened tu my tagboard?! haiiss. today wentt tu valen's church. now its MY church tu. im goiing ferr tha church camp~ attended cell grp oso. bryan was lookiing. well. as cutte as usual. dohh. heard him goiing yo yo ~ att this liitle gerr. ii was like. dotx! hahas. valen told miie he's sec 3 butt is 16 coshh he transferr sku. ii was liike.. sure no chance de lahh.. valen suggested ii jushh TRY. hmm.. lett miie make up my miind. ii stiu fewl hwartbrokenn when ii thiink of my ex.. n wadd he did.. ohh yah. i ate tha biscuitt n ribina iin church today! representing the Lord's Last Supper. tha biscuiit = bread. tha ribina = wine. ferr my FIRST time ! hahas. went tu LWS today oso. teacherr sae ii progress veh fast ! yea~ tml goiing tu collect my jie bao.. waiitt ferr miie veh long lerr ! mushh go bak ferr vocal tml.. mushh rmb. owaes forgett de. renfu rawks! =)

2005-04-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

happi april fool day ! we played a trick on tha HCL n CL teacher today. tha HCL teacherr.. kant take a joke ! he was like. ii wan euu tu write a 500 word letter of apology tu miie by mon. everyone was like .. he's jokiing lahh. dunno whether tu belive. not liike im goiing tu wriite anyway. den we played a trick on tha conductor during strings. its like. iin tha main orchestra. dere r like 50 ppl? onli 7 of us stayed while tha rest hide. den when mr chan came in, we saiid. tha sec 2's went tu heritage tour tu crocodile farm. tha sec 3 got stress management course. tha sec 4's got extra classes! so left onli 4 sec 1s, 2 sec 2s, 1 sec 3 n joy hu was not playing. den we played ferr him tu hear lahh. everything ok.. except tha last chord. we puposly made all tha notes wrong, screeched tha sound, n did everything tu make it horrible. he was like "..." hahas. den everyone came outt n happi april fool! kel korr sent miie this msg abt wadd hospital thing.. scare miie. ii didnt read tha behind. tot he REALLI wennt tu hospital. coshh few days ago he told miie he got headache mahh. ok. end here. renfu rawks! =)

2005-03-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

t0dae truthh supposed tu dance tha family dance. ended up.. wisdom danced!! yay!! coshh tha teacher ii think tot "chen" was wisdom, butt actually is truth! dohh. stiu can imagine out reaction last week when we heard we were goiing tu dance. we were like, aiiyah, poor class, zhong yi chen.. eii! waiit! chen = truth! which iis.. our class! shocked lorr. den tha prefects wentt up tu dance other dances, like line dance, cowboy, blahh. dunnoe y st nicks so many dances lehh..

tat was jushh tha happi partt. haiiss. i've been dere ferr him thoughout his time of difficulty. ii cried. ii tot of ways to help. ii worried. iin tha end.. after he recovered frm shock, he resumed his normal activities, leaving miie behind in tha darkness. euu noe how TAT fewls? its like sumone ripped ur heart out n threw iit on tha floor n stepped on iit, while slashiing iit intu pieces. developed a bad headache todae during assembly. stiu had tu do pe. we were doing pacing today. 3 ROUNDS. hello~ like TAT helped my headache. ohh yahh. iit helped. helped ALOT.

dohh.

gett bak tu my prob. imagine how ii felt. hopeless, useless, like an idiot, jushh able tu stare blankly as he was tortured. tha onli thing ii could do was tu stand by him n encourage him. now, after his recovery, he treated miie like datt. haiiss. iits alright actually. as long as he's happi. ii dun miind tha torture.

wish him a happi life wiib herr.

while im alone iin tha darkness.

foreverr.

siliently supporting him.

2005-03-27T14:17:00.000+08:00

todae wentt tu valen's church again. ii kinda liike tatt church. all tha peeps deree veh friendly. today is Easter Sunday! tha Lord rose on this day frm tha grave.. happi Easter everyone! tha speech today quiite meaningful. my korr is siick! howhowhow? he dowan go c doc somemore. humpphh. thiinkiing of a way tu make him go.. dohh. laterr ii goiing tu pasir ris park wiib eriika. coshh tha choiir singing dere. wanna support dem. ii miss everyone !! ahhh!! we gonna go dere n shout. tps choir rawks! w0 aii nii ~~ hahas. shld hab made banners like when chaasing renfu. butt nott enuff time lahh. geshh. renfu rawks ! =)

2005-03-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

i founnd out smth. i. got. black. eye. rings !! ahhh!! all kel's faultt. made miie tok tu him till midnightt. quiite fun lahh tha conver. at least gott sum1 tu argue wiib. =x i wentt tu valen's church today. trusted more in tha Lord. today ishh gud fri. tha service was quiite gud lahh. miie n valen did tha st nicks stero thing dere. hahas. den she HAD tu intro miie tu tha guys. shook hands wiib brian. ok ok lahh dey all. dey all were like play play chio bu chio bu. den valen was like. eii. c. dey toking abt euu. VEH FUNNY. more liike abt her lorr. wear until so sexy today somemroe. geshh. smth i whld wear onlii when im wiib tha guy ii liike. =x renfu rawks! =)

2005-03-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

dohh. nort interested tu noe anythiing. denise n ee shan kip remiindiing miie tat dutch has a stead. helloo. i noe oreadi. surprisingly. im nort tat heatbroken as ii tot i wouldd bee. mayb i neber really liiked duttchh. ohh well. wads overr is overr. now kinda liike dazz le.. kant post his name here riitex ? tat wouldd bee tu obviouss. hab a special fewliing when im near hiim.. haiiss. i dunno lahh. sometimes i fewl tat i stiu like miie ex. but i kant do tat ! ohh well. our new chem teacher kant pronounce eng properlyy lorr. den kip talkiing so louudd. talking abt loud. today we watched tis chinese debate in st nicks. is 3 deligence against 3 purity. wahh. tha purity got 2 ppl. dey talk SO loud lor! almost made miie deaf. geesshhh. so high pitch somemore. wentt bak tu tps todayy. started danciiing tha cheerleaders dance wiib xue wei iin front of shirr n rachel. dohh. so lame lorr. den started siinging tuo diao. tuo diao tuo diao tuo diao, shang yi tuo diao tuo diiao.. anyway. tha guys were dere tu. acting cool. as usual. den amalu, aziz, hakim, zarmir started laughiing abt smth. cor miie a wad agaiin ? kant rmb. besides tha usual field thing. ex tampinesines. euu shld noe riite ?

2005-03-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

fewling so terrible now. noe wad ? i jushh discovered. im ACTUALLY in lub wiib 2 guys. haiiss. howhowhowhow? tats totally nott wad ii wan ! ii wan tu bee devoted .. but riite.. nort liik i hab a chance. they r both sec 3. y whld dey even liike a sec 1 gerr ? haiiss. im so bad. waiit. valen jushh told miie. tat. dutch. has. a. stead! ok. now i can bee devoted. haiiss. i miss him~~

2005-03-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

miie agaiin! obviously.. its my blogg riite ? hahas. solli. im jux soo happi!! coshh. today aft sku i wentt tu eat lunch wiib valentia, wai teng and sarah. i knew wai teng lahh coshh she was tha ex lvl co ferr green but didnt noe she rawked tat muchh! im norta les ya ? gett iit striaght. i lubb dutchh n onli dutchh. =x anyway.. we sae geraldine n esther den i suddenly recalled. dutch is oso iin jack jack grp ! jack is quiite cutte lahh. or so valen thinks. but tu bad. he got stead le. anw.. geraldine rmb dutch's name ! dun wan sae here.. or else iif he happens tu read he wil noe im iin lub wiib him. omg ! tat is like so .. anw. its amazing how mii n valen gets along so well n r like so close lor. i mean like we onli toked tu each otha ferr like 5 days starting frm camp but we r like so close ! we hab alot of thing iin common. onli she seeems tu bee piissed when i tok abt dutch. oh well. so now my best fwen list is :
(old sku)
-bwendaa(s)
-jo
-shir
-jing
-ka
-diana
-lotx!
(st nicks)
-valen.
erm .. ok lahh. tha rest .. not veh close lor. but iif tu add iin.. will bee...
-weiling
-justine
-dawn
-jennifer
-bessy
-joy
-claud
-strings YCS peeps!

ok. bak tu tha topiic. did mention tat dutch was so cutte ?! oops . i think ii did. =x todae no hw! yeaaahh!! im goiing tu valen's church on fri. quiite lookiing forward tu iit. thurs im goiing tu tps ! meetiing bwendaa chong, bwendaa lee, joannee, erika, diana, shir n andy dey all. most prob aft tat we go c movie ba ritex ? wad showw ahh ??? i wan watch hitch !

2005-03-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.dutch.
goiiing crazyy.. sollii!

2005-03-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

jux came bak frm camp at St. Pats ferr YCS. so fun lorr! omg. n den.. dere's tis guy.. ok we cor him tha "dutch guy" lahh k. he is so shuai n cutte lor! hahas. i bei dian dao lor! den we today early morning go beach.. den hab tele-match dere. den mux like a grp carry a memberr into tha sea lahh. but kanot let tha member touch tha water. den cox my grp not enuff ppl mahh.. den ts guy frm anotherr grp joiin my grp lahh. (sadx. nort tha dutch guy..) anyway. he was tha one hu mainly carried mii lahh. i was liike so scared lor! scared of water mahh mii.. dunno hu tha hand dere.. i jux grab !! hahas. vehh fun lahh.. den meet lotx of new fwens! got frm Cat High, SJI, Holy Innocents.. den we doing praise n worship dat tiime.. dunno y lehh.. st nicks de all siing so loud! cor ourself tha St Nicks Stero. kaex. tats all ferr now. renfu rawks! =)

2005-03-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

t0dae went tu Sentosa ferr tha walk ferr cancer kids. muz walk ferr 5km l0rx! walk until legg oso paiin.. haiss.. s0 tiriing. c0me bak dat tiime i sleep till 5.30. yay! tml onward ish h0ls le.. but g0t s0 muchh hw tu d0.. g0t maths lahh chinese lahh.. anyway.. i c0llected tha dvd n vcd of tha 56 concert iin taipei n singapore. im liike s0 happi l0rx. anyway. t0dae nth muchh tu sae. renfu rawks! =)

2005-03-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

s0 iits c0nfirmedd tat im g0iing tu tha YCS March camp.. hahas. ee shan t0ld mii tat muz partner wiib guys. as iin a gal a guy? i waas liike omg. i dun wanna g0. scally suay suay n0 partnerr.. hahas. kinda miissiing tps n0w. jux yesterdayy i was watchiing tha vcd tat miss tan gave us last yr. i started cryiing once i saw tha thiing. omg.. i miiss every0ne s0 muchh! did i menti0n i was tha onli one frm tps iin st nicks ? iif with0ut tha striings sec 1s + j0y + all truthiians + th0se peeps i can t0k tu iin st nicks.. i may hab juz transferr tu dunman sec. c0x bwendaa ishh dere. or mayb n0rth vista. c0x shirr ishh dere. thx everyone! but. wadeverr. the Lord has been veh kiind tu miie. thx Lord! 0ne of tha sec 4 jie jie tha m0m juz passed away tis m0rniing due tu cancer i thiink ? prayed ferr her n family. i pray tat her m0m will rest iin peace and tat her famiily will b able tu get over tha loss quiickly n not bee tu sad. haiiss. losiing ones lub ones ishh not easy.. Lord, plx watch over her family. plx guide dem n briing dem thr0ughh tis difficult peri0d. i pray tat tha sec 4 jie jie will stiu bee able tu c0ncentrate on her o levels tis yr. thank you Lord. AMEN. =) renfu rawks! w0 aii nii yi beii zi.

2005-03-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

t0dae g0t class partyy. is actually a farewell party lahh. c0x Christabell trans tu 1 faiithh. haiiss. everyone kinda missess herr. anyway. we delieverred s0me f00d tu tha c0unsell0rs. den bessy t0ld jennyline sae tha f00d g0t p0is0n. but jennyline juz ate iit anywayy. when she eatiing tha cake she c0me out that funny expressii0n. oops. did i "acciently" add smthh ? hahas. n0 lahh. didnt even t0uchh tah f00d. butt quiite cutee lahh tha expressii0n. **im norta les k ! ** den when herr fwen ask herr iif she can take one den jennyline said "take l0r. but careful. iinsiide g0t p0is0n." weirdd riitex ? tat iis jux wad bessy t0ld mii lahh. anyway. yiingxuan (ycs prez) juz t0ld mii i can g0 tu tha camp stright aft striings l0r! neberr tell mii earliierr.. but g0t tha c0nsent f0rm anyway. myy c0usiin g0iing wiib mii c0x n0ne off myy fwens can make iit. n0 faiir.. =) renfu rawks!

2005-03-06T17:39:00.000+08:00

t0day g0 library wiib amanda estherr n bessy tu d0 ge0g pr0ject. haiiss. d0 half way we st0p den d0 maths. c0x tha teacher veh wad l0rx.. last tiime mrs s0h is liike everyday giib den at least weekend w0nt s0 bad riitex.. den ts trainee teacher dun giib on weekday but giib al on weekend l0rx! den iin tha end al0t tu d0.. den oso g0t eng auto-bi0 p0em n c0mp0.. den g0t chinese c0mp0 n c0miic.. s0 muchh! g0iing tuu be 0verstress le.. haiiss. neberr miind. i mustt ren zhuu. =) renfu rawks!

2005-03-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

t0dae i supp0sed tu g0 wiib eriika g0 buyy her h0me ec0n de thiings l0rx. den.. ii had tu quiickly rushh 0ff durriing ycs den rushh tu w00dlands tu d0 tha geog project iin amanda's hse dere. den byy tha tiime i reach, i hadd tu leave. c0x i dun wann tat eriika tu waiit mahx. iin tha end lehx? tat idi0t w0mann neber ans herr f0ne l0rx! sae wadd tupiid peer pr0gg fiinish late.. t0ld herr tu msg miie den neber.. makke mii waiit s0 l0ng s0mem0re.. s0 damnn piissedd l0r! den she stiiu liike act act inn0centt lidatt. liike as iif everythiing if MY fault. sux siia.. den we g0t tiis trainee teacherr ferr maths. she kiip calliing mii g0 blackb0ard n d0 tha ques l0rx! s0 unfaiir.. anyway.. tml iis myy fiirst dayy iin LWSSM. muz makke surree i d0 well! hahas.. p.s. ii failled myy tiingxiie lorx! s0 sadd.. 0readii t0ld mama tuu hellp miie gett tut0r. euu c.. i s0 guaii.. lols. hahas. till here n0w! siigniing off. =) renfu rawks!

2005-03-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

duriing striings prac myy violiin striing broke. haiiss. almost whacked myy face somemore.. den i spent 10 mins tryyiing tu pull tha striing out. in tha end, i juz turn tha screw ard den pull den tha whole thing come outt. sheeshh. anyway.. tml wan tu go bak tps agaiin wiib eriika. but dat tupiid shirleen.. last tiime owaes sae nx tiime go bak c tha choir tog.. den in tha end, all LIES. nth but lies. she sae wad tml dun wan.. cox she finish at 3.20. i finish at 3.30 lorx! den she sae wadd thurs den wan go.. wad shiit la. juz purposlyy de lorx.. den kiip habbing tiis depressiion thiingy.. everyone ard miie.. esp myy gud fwens.. all seem tu habb their other halff. exceptt miie. i juz fewl so.. liike.. whenever im happi or sadd. no one is dere ferr miie.. ok. some of myy fwens are la.. but tat is liike so diff lor! if euu noe wad ii mean larx.. haiiss. anyway.. on this thurs wiill b tha first lesson in LWSSM! yay! wan c iif niice anot firstt.. =) renfu rawks!

2005-02-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

forgot tu add. saw myy senior at cat high oso. i m liike so jealous of her lorx! she is so damn chio.. den her violin playiing oso gud.. den she so niice.. den i heard her siing. her voiice is so damn gud lorx! wish i can b liike dat one day. i will jia you! hahas. LWSSOM rawks!

2005-02-19T20:32:00.000+08:00

went ta catothic high tudae fer some music fest. aft tat it became so cold in thaa auditorium tat mii n shir decided ta go j8 ferr a whiile. when we were dere.. first heard alot of screamiing. den i tot.. wad happen? in thaa end.. ken was dere. euu noe thaa one frm f4? yupss. den i rmb den myy cuz was going wiib her fc ta support. so i cor her. den i saw her. aft i put down mii n shir walk tu thaa escalator. juz niice ken was coming down frm thaa escalator wiib a bunch of secuiry guards. so decided ta take a piic ferr pris. den when i was in thaa lift, these few ppl kip blockiing mii frm takiing some more pics. so i said excuse mi. den tis malay gal stare at mii n walk out sayiing, excuse mii excuse mii.. den i was liike.. wtf.. so fat stiu wan block everywhere. selfish PIG. no. pigs r tu cutte fer her. i whld hab juz said smth ta herr if shir didnt stop mii. more liike argued wiib her. damn. anyway. aft a whiile we went bak ta cat high. saw a guy dere tat was liike so cutte. kaex. till here now